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Beys POV
December 25th, 2016

I Was Pacing My Room Angry! Christina Has Always Been Jealous Of Me Because Of The Attention Her Dad Gave Which I Never Asked For I Was A Fucking Child I Never Wanted His Attention!

She's Always Wanted What I Had When I Never Understood Why When She Wasn't Ugly In The Slightest, She Comes From Money Just Like I Do.. She Sat For Years And Watched As I Was Abused Both Physically & Mentally And Did Nothing!

"Baby Are You Okay?" I Heard Nic Ask Me Softly And I Sighed

"No Baby I Am Not Ok Right Now" I Said Still Pacing

"Can I Give You A Hug?"

"Not Right Now Nic I Just Need To Calm Down Please" She Nodded And Sat On The Bed Playing With Her Fingers

I Felt My Heart Sting I Didn't Mean To Hurt Her Feelings I Know She Just Wants To Help Me And She's Confused On What She Just Saw. This Is Why I Didn't Want Her To Meet My Family I Ran Far Away So I Never Had To Face Them Again..

I Sighed And Walked Over To Her Grabbing Her Face To Look At Me

"I Didn't Mean To Hurt Your Feelings Baby I'm Just Really Upset Right Now And I Know Your Confused And Have Some Questions That I Will Answer But Right Now I Need To Get Out Of Here Ok?" She Nodded Starring At Me And I Couldn't Help But Smile She's So Damn Beautiful

I Kissed Her Again Deeply Before Pulling Away Grabbing Her Hand To Stand Up

Since Our Flights Didnt Leave Until The 27th I Didn't Know Where We Were All Gonna Go On Such Short Notice But I Just Knew I Needed To Get Out Of Here

Nic Walked Over And Packed Her Bag While I Did The Same, When We Finished We Walked Down The Hall To Solo's Room Seeing Solo, Liyah & Lo Sitting On Her Big Ass Couch Smoking.

"Ooo Can I Smoke With Ya?" Nic Asked Jumping Over Onto The Couch Landing On Lo's Lap Taking The Blunt

"Ashame Onika & Lauren Those Is Teenagers!" I Semi Yelled Folding My Arms

"Mann It's Just Weed They Gonna Smoke Whether We Here Or Not" Nic Said Hitting The Blunt

"Besides I'm Just The Aunt These Not My Kids" Lo Said Chuckling Making Me Roll My Eyes

"Soo Ma & Aunt Bey I Was Thinking We Done Did A Lot Of Fighting This Trip Let's Go To The Spa! Mama Tina Said She'll Pay It'll Be Like A Christmas Gift From Her" Liyah Said Making Me Shake My Head

"No We're Leaving So Pack That Bag And Solo You Can Come As Well Until We Leave Back To LA"

"I Wanna Go To LA With You Guys! Bey Pleaseee" Solo Begged Walking Towards Me

"Solange I'll Think About It Ok?" She Nodded Running To Her Closet

"I'll Be Back" I Said Walking Out

I Walked Downstairs Looking For My Mama I At Least Wanna Talk To Her Before We Just Up And Leave I Know How Bad She Wanted Us All Here For Christmas