how to save a life||lashton

03

Ashton's P.O.V.

When I got home my mom was gone at work. I saw a note on the kitchen table it said

Ashton,

I will be home late from work. I'll get here about 5:00. Be ready we are meeting the Hemmings at 5:30.

That's all. Most people end at 5:00 but it was a Friday and my mom got out of work at 3:00. I looked at the clock. Time was 4:00. I have an hour until my mom gets home. So I walked to the bathroom. I got out my one true friend, my razor. one cut made me feel great. The second one made me feel pain. By the tenth one I felt the best I had all day.

"Ashton are you ready?" I heard my mom. I looked at the clock. 5:03 crap I lost track of time. There was still blood all over the bathroom. I cleaned it up fast. But when my mom walked it I quickly pulled down my sleeves.

"Sorry mom seems like I lost track of time." I said.

"It's ok Ash. Just go get ready." she said As I walked out of the bathroom my mom stopped me. then I remember I forgot to bandage up my wrist.

"Ashton just go get ready. I need to take to you later night." she said. I knew what she was talking about. My mom is a nurse and she has to help with a lot of suicides. she always tells me how it breaks her heart. I guess knowing she saw the blood stain on my sleeve she want to make sure I don't kill myself.

I got changed and walked down stairs. my mom was already waiting by the door with her car keys in her hand. I turned on the radio. Green Day was on. I quietly sang a long.

I walk a lonely road

The only one that I have ever known

Don't know where it goes

But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Where the city sleeps

And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone

I walk alone

I walk alone

I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Til then I walk alone

Then we pulled into Olive Garden's packing lot. I knew this was going to be a long night.

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I put green day on purpose because of long way home but I really do love green day. they are like one of my favorite bands. any way a lot of things have been going on in life like everyone keeps saying I'm faking my depression and that I should slit my wrist. I need someone to talk to please Kik me or something

Kik: gemmadentici0352

I'm sorry if this is bad.

~Gemma