I LOVE YOU [MT×IJB]

08: our memories

[LETTER 8]

mark;

the grieving counselor told me to go take a peaceful walk so I can be able to think rightfully since thinking inside your own room is a huge risk

whatever

I did what she said only to just get it over with and she wouldn't be able to bother me on our next session if I told her I didn't. There is no point in lying, she is too good...

I walked past the bakery

where I bought you a cupcake on our first date

agh, just thinking about it, I wasn't on my very best that day. I was very careful on my actions around you since I had the fattest crush on you. I wished I had done some more

but you were happy, you said you enjoy that night.

I went in. I bought the cupcake. I left.

and you know what? That was the first memory of us that I really smiled instead of crying...

don't worry, I'm still hoping

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