I fell in love with you.

You

What I went through because of
you
I can't even put into words
The pain, the confusion, the emotional rollercoaster
i'm so hurt
you
completely faked our love
for who knows why
& never admitted to it until it was too late
I was fed up with being ignored by
you
I have to stir the pot in order to get the truth from you
rather than
you
being the bigger person which is always what
you
claim to be
yet I seem to end up being such
admit it to me yourself
you
came into my home and destroyed my world of happiness
It doesn't make sense
You
say we were never friends
then why did
you
let me be apart of your life
& spend time with me
You
said I was one of your best friends
one of the most important people in your life but
you
claim you never felt close to me
When I ask why
you
faked it
you
said those acts of friendship were genuine
It doesn't make sense to me
You
knew it would destroy me
you
knew it would make me worse each day
you
said I mattered but
you
still went on and did it
You
said
You
didn't want to hurt me
you
have no idea the pain you've brought into my life
its going to take me forever to get over
you
& what
you
did to me
because its not my fault
you
never said i was in the wrong
you
never told me to stop
you
never backed out
or told me the truth
you
faked everything
& now this is what
you
get
You
hold the burden of knowingly destroying an emotionally unstable and hurt little girl
who just valued
you
as a person.