I'm fine

I keep on deleting my story's just because there are rubbish so this is a new one thats been on mind for ages to write so here it is hope ya all like it.

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I'm fine

If your a teenage girl and going through the high school years you favroute word will be "I'm fine" because 1) you can't be bothered to say anything else 2) don't want to tell people what's going on in your little word because you think it will be okay if you just put it to the side. The word fine can mean different meanings to every one like happy,sad,hurt,love,depressed,broken,alone,never good enough,clueless,useless,confused,betrayed see the list goes on it all really depeneds on the mood you are feeling or the emotion going that's going thought you head. With me I feel very single emotion that's out there but hey I'm a 16 year old girl trying to live the world but I'm going to get hurt I'm going to fall in love I'm going argue with my big brother I'm going to fight with my parents I'm going to get people who will hate me for just being me I'm going to try things good and bad but that life but it's the mistackes that make us who we are and this is my story.

Ch1

BEEP BEEP BEEP my alarm on my phone has been going off as soon as the thired beep goes off I'm pressing the snooze button I know I have about ten more minuets before it goes off agen but because I'm all ready up I won't fall back asleep so I just lay for about five minuets befor I decided to turn the snooze button of so my alarm won't go off agan. I stumble out of my bed and make my way to my bathroom to brush my teeth. As I came out of my bathroom and back into my room i make my way to my mirror and graped my make up bag and started to put my make up on my face and make me look some what presentable if that's even possible at 7:10 in the morning after I put my make up on a graped my uniform and put it on sometimes I wish I lived in the USA because there you don't need to ware stupid uniforms like you do in Britain, when I fineshed getting my uniform on I made my way to the kitchen but on my way my big brother John bumbed into me "for fuck sake John what the fuck get out of my way" I shouted at him "well at least brush you hair you look shit" he grumbled back at me "well some one is on there time of the month" I told him "just go and fix your hair instead of annoying me" he said like he was bored if me all ready "fine then be like that" I mumbled back to him, so I made my way back to my room and done my hair I just put it in a messy bun really can't be bothered to day and went back to the kitchen my mum was in siting with cup of tea. Your up Charlotte mum I said call me Lottie for the the 100th time your name is Charlotte thats what i named you at birth end of. "right then" i said. "I'm leaving for school I can't be bothered with everyone's shit at like 8 in the morning" "young lady I never what to here you speak like that again do you here me" my mother said "also need to wait on John' she said. "Why do I need to wait on him he's the one that can drive I can get the bus. I'm 16 mum I do not need him driving me to school". "Also he picks up emily and it's Not the most how should I say it nicely disturbing place to be" fine you can take the bus but here you need to eat something. Right give it to me she handed me a peace of tost and I made my way out my house but because it's me I had to trip on my feat for fuck sake I shouted at the top of my lunges I didn't really care if anyone heard me. I thought to my self of a minute If I should take the bus or just walk I desided to just walk and put my iPod on and and just let my anger out. As I stared to walk to my high school when I heard someone shout "hey could you please help me out here" could this fucking morning get any worse I thought to my self but I will be nice since I don't the person. "yeah what is it" nicely but it just wasn't working of me. "Sorry to bother you but do you know where "kings hight school is' holly mama he's hot I can definitely be nice to him thought to my self. "Oh your at the same hight school as me"I said "would I be okay If I can walk with you I just moved her last week and don't really know my place around her yet" he said looking at the ground "yeah that shouldn't be a proplem" thanks I'm Charlotte but you can Lottie most people do

"hey lotte I'm James" well hey there james. "So where did you move from since Glasgow isn't really the most appealing place" "yeah" he said mum and dad got divorced and me and my little sister Mary moved her with my dad since my mums well I rather not talk about "sorry" I said "anyway he said how's you morning" going" he said with a cheeky grin on is face which I may had I pretty nice to look at. yeah it's "fine" I replyed but what really feel it angry happy since i met him but I also fell sad for some reson I don't know why thought I think I must be female things.

Please tell me if it's bad of good

Erin x