I can't survive this shit anymore,
I'm so nervous, My heart goes GORE,
I am so alone , i hate that i'm on my own..
My head is full of smart shits,my mind is not grown...
I am so closed inside , That the wind can't get in,
Even when i breath , I feel so burned.. like ∞ Kelvin,
I could not think at myself , and now im asking me why,
But now im thinking at the things i don't have and can't buy...
I can't watch somebody being happy without me...
That's my disease , i have sat my mind free...
I can't describe the flow i get..
I can't describe the monster i met..
It was me..just looking in the mirror,
I'm watching myself dying,it's a horror,
I will make everyone happy when they will see,
What made my life GOLDEN . What could it be ?
I can see my life goes crazy ,that's too normal for me..
There was someone who lighted my life up..the answer is " SHE "
I can't stop thinking of her , i feel a heat inside me...
It's burning and i think it's love , so finally i'm free...
I think i love her , and i think it's much more than love...
IF YOU DON'T understand why i'm like this...
READ THIS SHIT FROM UP ABOVE ▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲▲