After the fight and all the things I seen on tv about my dad I realized I wouldn't see see him for a while. I decided to deal with my situation and try to forget as much of it as I can. this is when I started to lie more. I didn't want to remember anything of the fight or anything bad at all but it was just stuck in my head and I couldn't get it out. I eventually hid a photo of my dad under my mattress and at night I would grab the picture and say "good night dad I love you." Then I would hold back my tears and go to sleep. I would have nightmares every night. Every time I had free time to do whatever I would think how would it have happened if I did this or I did that. No matter what I thought of I kept saying it wouldn't be enough. By the time my dad got off house arrest he met krissy. She was really sweet. When I first arrived at her house I was really shy and nervous because I seen a kid a lot taller then me. Krissy said "this is Logan and I'm krissy. What's your name?" I replied "Austin." She said "wow that's a cool name." Logan rolled his eyes and walked back into his room. I followed him and asked what he was doing. Logan said "playing a game." He was on the top bunk so I sat on the bottom. He was nice. I was starting to get hungry so I walked into the living room and asked for something to eat. Krissy said "well what do you like?" i said "chips." She went to the kitchen and got me some chips. That was when I thought they were gonna go places.
