A Night With A RockStar (Brian May x Reader)

Tired and Heartbroken

You got back from the thrift store and you stormed upstairs to your room, red faced and tears running from your puffed eyes. You plopped on your bed, weeping your eyes out, you're just hurt so bad. So much rage, anger, hate, guilt, heartbreak and sadness filled your body. You kept repeating to yourself, "I hate Brian May."

"(Y/n)? Are you okay?", a voice asked, it was your little sibling at the door. "Go away, (sibling's name). I know you're concerned, but....I just need privacy ok?", you called back. Your little (brother/sister) sighed. "Okay fine, we'll talk later!", (he/she) said and walked away. You rose from your bed wiping your eyes. You look upon your Queen tapestry above your bed. You wanted to rip it off and burn the hell out of it, but your love for Queen is stronger than ever, and you obviously can't let that happen.

"I can't take away my love for Queen, even though I fucking hate Brian with all fury.", you sighed hopelessly. You flopped back on your pillow until....

"Hey (y/n)? You okay?", another voice said, apparently it was (friend's name), she entered your room. "(Friend's name)! I thought you left.", you said looking upon her. "I know, but after seeing you storm into the house, I knew something was wrong. What happened when you saw Brian?", your friend explains. "Oh, it went down....down a manhole. I bumped into him and we talked a little, I gave him a letter and he said that he didn't want to be with me.", you replied. "Why though?", your friend asked sitting on your bed.

"Well firstly, he's bisexual like you....", you stated. "Whoa, really?! Didn't expect him to come out to you and not out to the public. He won't keep it a secret for long however.", (friend's name) said. "Exactly, and then, he claimed that he was already in a relationship.", you explained. "Heh, who's the lucky lady?", she asked. "Actually, lucky guy. He's in a relationship with Roger Taylor, the drummer.", you expose.

"HOLY SHIT, really?!?!?!?", your friend exclaimed. "My thoughts exactly! They seem liked they've been together since 1969.", you cried. "Shucks, that long. Maybe longer than that.", (friend's name) pondered. "It really just hurt me.", you sobbed. "Well you can't be mad at him and hate him. You'll have to support people's decisions sometimes, whether you like them or not. Like for example, I remember when one of my friends decided not to smoke anymore. I supported him because not only was it a good decision, but it's what he wanted to do....he wanted to quit smoking.", (friend's name) explains.

"So...?", you sniffle. "So, deal with it. I know you think it's a bad decision for Brian being with Roger, but it's his choice, it's his word against all others. All you'd do is support him no matter what, because I know your love for Queen is strong....and I know you'd support each and every member!", your friend says.

What was said did make sense, it's all coming through now, healing you a little bit emotionally. You know you can't take your love away from Queen, you just know you can't!

"You're right, (friend's name), I should support him and the other members.", you said wiping your eyes. "Exactly, and I think you owe Brian May an apology.", your friend responded. "Yeah, but I don't know if I'll ever get a chance to see him again.", you worried. "Oh don't worry about that....I've got my ways.", your friend chuckled, pulling out two tickets to the very next Queen gig.

"You've got be kidding!", you gasped. "And guess what, it's five days before graduation, all the seniors will be there, and I snagged the last two VIP tickets!", (friend's name) explains. "Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you so much, (friend's name)!", you said hugging her tight. "You're welcome, glad you're feeling a little better!", she replied.

After breaking the bond, she handed you your ticket, you safely put it in your bedside drawer. "Welp, I guess I'll see you there.", your friend said and left your room. You laid back on your bed and took a nap. As you were napping, you were thinking about some apologetic words coming to your mind. Just hope he'll accept it.