On august 27th I started to date a girl who I thought was beautiful and sweet and caring. The first time we hung out was at this little festival my town has called the little Italy festival. When she was there my heart started to pound harder and harder the closer she got. When she was right next to me I held her hand but in my mind I couldn't look at her or I would completely melt and then I wouldn't be able to talk. We had a lot of fun we got a lot of candy and we got to enjoy spending time with each other. The next time she came over to my house. I really nervous cause last time I had a girl in my room she left and broke up with me. When she got there she was so nervous she didn't want to knock on my door. So I went out side to get her and I smiled as soon as I seen her car. When we got inside my mom said hi and introduced her and Matt to salena. She was shaking at this point but held herself together as she introduced herself. After they talked for a minute we went to my room and watched a movie. During the movie I would just stare at her admiring her. she was the most beautiful person i have ever seen. Then it came time for her to leave. We said good bye and that we loved each other and then I watched as they drove away. The next time we seen each other I went to her house. We were in the car on our way to her house when I decided to kiss her for the first time. I dont know what it was about that kiss that just made me feel like this was it. When we got to her house. We hung out for a little got to know each other more and just had a great time talk and laughing. Then it came time for me to leave so we got in her moms van and left. We were almost to my house when salena said "I wish you didn't have to go." I told her that I wish I didn't as well then I kissed her and said good bye. The next time we seen each other she came to my little step brothers basketball game. When she got there I walked her in and introduced her to my dad and his wife krissy. Once my dad had to go coach we took a seat and watched the game well she watched the game I was too distracted by her beauty to see anything else. When the game was done we went to my dads house and stayed there till she had to leave. We ended up falling asleep next to each other and when we woke up we smiled then realized she was late so we hurried to wake my dad up and got her home. We hung out a lot more after that. On the 20th of march it was raining outside. I can remember it like it was yesterday. We have been texting off and all day because she had school and I was on break. Salena was texting a lot less than usual so when she got out I asked if she was ok. That's when it went down hill. She asked "what would you do if I fell in love with someone else?" I replied "do you." Normally she asks just incase something does happen. She asked again. At this point I'm shaking I replied "I'm asking a legit question." She said "so am I." I was almost in tears I replied "I don't know. can you answer my question." She said "yes." I started to shake and cry. I couldn't believe what was happening. I grabbed the ring she gave me and threw it as hard as I could. I couldn't believe she loved another guy after she said she would love me forever and always and that she would never be able to love any other guy. I was heartbroken but I was willing to work with her. We came to the agreement that she would date the guy and see how it goes. While I sit and wait for her.
