Together 21+ (BTS Jimin)

2) A long night...

Later that night when Jimin and N had finished texting, Jimin couldn't sleep. He missed N a lot since he had been busy with work (BTS) lately and therefore hadn't seen N for some time now.

He wished she would sleep next to him everyday, that he could hold her and cuddle her...and kiss her. He already had a hard time sleeping due to stress from his job but when N was there with him, he felt calm and relaxed.

She always made him feel better and he was able to sleep better when she was there. She felt the same way and with school getting more and more stressful for every day, she had a hard time sleeping too....

It was late at night, 1:37 AM to be exact and Jimin really wanted to see N. He missed her so much but at the same time he was afraid that if he texted her, he would wake her, and he wouldn't want to do that since he knew N had to go to school tomorrow. But then at the same time he knew she wasn't sleeping anyway so he decided to just text her, asking if she could come over.

Jimin: Hey...are you awake?

He decided to ask her if she was awake, which she was. Little did Jimin know that his text message made N so happy since she had considered texting him too!

N: Yes oppa...is everything alright?
Jimin: Yeah..
N: Are you sure?
Jimin: Yes...uh, you're still at home right?
N: I am, are you having trouble sleeping?
Jimin: Yes kinda...
N: Should I call you oppa?
Jimin: Only if you want to...
N: I'll call you

After texting for a bit, N could tell Jimin was having trouble sleeping so she offered to call him since they weren't physically together. Jimin of course would love for her to call him.

N: "Hi..." she said as she called him.
Jimin: "Hi...I miss you so so much"
N: "I miss you too oppa...I really want to see you soon..It's so hard without you.."
Jimin: "I really want to see you too...I don't know how much longer I can go without you"
N: "Jimin?"
Jimin: "Mmm?"
N: "Will you be honest with me...? How are you feeling recently? Like with comebacks and stuff?"
Jimin: "Well... comebacks are really stressful to be honest, and right now I don't really get a lot of rest, but when I do I still can't stop focusing on everything else because I don't feel like I can live up to what people want from me and it stresses me out so much...and the fact that I don't see you as much at the moment is stressing me out too, I just keep missing you so much so talking to you really helps me, even if we're just texting... I'm sorry for talking so much" he smiled and N really felt that whole thing, she really felt it....

N: "Jimin..." she said as her eyes started watering. Hearing how stressed Jimin was and how he was struggling made her emotional.

N: "Jimin...don't worry. I know it's really hard right now, especially since you're having a comeback...but I want you to focus on the positive things and remember that this feeling you're having right now is not forever, you will get through this... I don't want you to feel pressured over the need to appear a certain way to satisfy others because that is not healthy... please don't feel like you need to change yourself for others because to me and to so many others, you are perfect the way you are, just remember that"

Jimin: "Thank you....it means a lot to know that you're believing in me.."
N: "Of course...I will always believe in you...no matter what you choose to do, please know that"
Jimin: "Thank you so much...you have no idea how much that means to me...I love you"
N: "I love you too! Try not to think too much about the things that are happening right now and instead try to focus on getting more sleep"
Jimin: "I will try, but it's hard for me to sleep without you, you know"
N: "Yes...I feel you...I can't sleep without you either...it's really hard...."
Jimin: "I know...but don't worry, I'm always here for you and you can always call me whenever you need me okay?"
N: "I know... it's just... sometimes...I don't feel safe...especially at night you know....and it's getting worse and I don't know what to do..." she said as her voice was shaking a bit due to the tears that were falling down her cheek.

Jimin: "Awww no...please don't cry...I promise you everything will be alright, okay?"
N: "But it's hard..."
Jimin: "Yes I know it's hard...and I promise I will try my best to make you feel safe again, you just need to do me one favor, you need to remember that no matter how real or how strong those emotions and thoughts you are having can feel, they are all in your head and if you try hard enough, you will be able to control your fear and your thoughts okay? So when it's getting hard for you to handle, try and get your mind to focus on something else and if you can't do that, you need to remind yourself that those thoughts are just thoughts"
N: "Thank you so much Jimin.... you have no idea how much you're helping me..."
Jimin: "I'm glad to hear that. Are you home alone beautiful?"
N: "Yes I am.. and it's raining so heavily outside it's making me really scared"
Jimin: "Ohh that's not good...do you want me to come over?"
N: "This late? Are you sure...?"
Jimin: "It doesn't matter what time it is, if you want me to come I will okay?"
N: "Yes....then...please come..."
Jimin: "I will be there as soon as I can"
N: "Thank you so much..."

After that, Jimin hurried to get to N's house as fast as he could so she could feel safe. He was so exited to finally see his girlfriend again after all of those busy comeback preparing work days and he couldn't wait to hold her tight and make her feel safe!

Jimin finally made it to N's house. When he told her that he was there, she ran downstairs to unlock the door. The two ran towards each other when the door was unlocked and greeted each other with a long, warm and love filled hug!! This was one of the things both of them loved the most, passionate and love filled hugs!

Jimin took of his shoes and jacket which had been completely soaked due to the heavy rain outside. Luckily, some of Jimin's clothes were laying around in N's house so he could easily change😉

N kept holding on to him though. She was scared of thunder so the fact that he was there with her calmed her a lot. He put his arms around her as he hugged her one more time.

They quickly walked to N's room, hand in hand, since they decided to try and get some sleep.

Since Jimin's clothes was soaked due to the rain, he sat N down on the bed and changed into something more comfortable. N was wearing one of Jimin's hoodies since she used to sleep in them when they weren't sleeping together. Jimin noticed she was wearing his hoodie and he found it extremely cute!

They were laying as close to each other as possible. Jimin caressed her back to calm her down from the thunder while she was hugging him tightly. As he caressed her head slowly and softly, she began to close her eyes. Before he knew it N had fallen asleep in his arms. He smiled to himself knowing that she was now okay and that he could now sleep peacefully.

Before closing his eyes though, Jimin kept thinking about a lot of things... They had been together for years and they are really close with each other. It's hard not seeing each other every day when they loved each other so much. Some of Jimin's friends were moving in with their lover so it wouldn't be weird or too early to consider moving in together...

As time passed, Jimin came to the conclusion that maybe they should take the next step in their relationship and move in together!

Jimin eventually fell asleep and they were now both sleeping peacefully. However, Jimin had a plan to ask her tomorrow if she wanted to move in together!