old scars never heal

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Jameson was doing the dishes after the egos dinner, which was spaghetti so it was a little messy. But nothing like alittle soap and elbow grease to get the job done. He continued to scrub plates, tapping his feet to old music he that was playing on his phone, when he felt two arms wrap around him. He looked down seeing two green arms, glitching slightly, causing him to smile. It was none other than his boy friend Anti.

"Hey love." Anti grinned, kissing Jameson's cheek, nuzzling him close. "You need any help?" 

Jamie smiled, turning to him, signing. "You don't have to dear-."

"I want to." Anti grinned, picking up a dry cloth. "You wash and I'll dry." 

Jamie grinned, taking Anti's hand, kissing it lightly before going back to scrubbing the plates, as Anti dried them. After a few minutes Jamie got all the plates scrubbed and rinsed, while Anti dried them. Now it was time to move to the silver wear. 

"Jamie I'll be back, I think I left my knife in my room." Anti grinned, kissing his cheek before leaving.

Jamie smiled picking up a piece of silver wear to clean, watching as his boyfriend leave, keeping his eyes on him when-. 

Jamie gasped, dropping the silver wear to the floor, holding his finger in pain, hearing it hit the floor with a loud clatter. He froze staring down at it to find that the silver wear was a knife, covered in blood... His blood. The silent ego slowly lifted his hand, finding blood, dripping from his finger, hitting the floor, leaving droplets of blood on the floor. 

He backed away, his eyes still on the knife as memories started to flow through his mind. Memories of Anti when they first met. He covered his eyes, shaking his head, trying to block the memories out but it didn't work.

Jameson opened his eyes, finding that he was sitting at the table, a variety of knifes in front of him and the very pumpkin he carved that night, his hand covered in blood. He stared at the blood, when a glitch like giggle filled the air, causing Jamie to shiver. 

"Well well well." Suddenly a hand was clasped on Jamie's shoulder, causing him to look up in fear, seeing Anti stare down at him with a vile grin. "What do we have Ḧ̶̦͎̼͉̬́͝ę̷͍͔͔̗̑̔͒͝r̸͖̘̜̞̃̏e̴͎͈͋̌̚?"

Jamie tried to back away, but Anti forcefully pulled him forward, grabbing him by the neck harshly, pulling out a knife, aiming it at him.

"Looks like I got me a new P̴̫͌͝ù̴͉̇̽̒p̸̘̖̥͔̜̔p̸̗͈̝͒̿ȩ̵̥̺͆̀̒t̷̡̘̞̞̜̂̉̈́̔͝."

Anti walked down the hall with a small grin. He only had one knife he needed to clean so he'll clean it and let Jamie take a break, then after he and his love can relax and-.

The glitch stopped in his tracks, his smile vanishing upon seeing Jamie, with his back turned to him, his body trembling. Anti slowly walked toward him. "Jamie Dear? You okay?" He asked, waiting for him to answer but he didn't answer him. Anti's eyes slowly drifted to the ground, seeing drops of blood on the floor, causing his worry to build up. "Jamie?!" He then placed a hand on his shoulder turning him around starring at him in horror. 

Jamie's eyes were completely black and filled with terror, clutching his bloody finger.

"JAMIE WHAT HAPPENED?!" Anti asked in worry, holding his shoulders. 

Jamie slowly stared up at him, fear growing inside of him. It's him, he'll hurt you again! You're his puppet! GET AWAY FROM HIM! GET AWAY!

Jamie gasped, slapping Anti's hands off of him, before turning to run, only to slip, falling on the floor.

"JAMIE?" Anti went down to reach him, only for Jamie to back away from him in terror. "Love please tell me what's wrong I-."

Jamie threw his hands up, in defence, hidding his face in fear, his body trembling.

Anti froze, watching his boy friend hiding in fear... from the sight of him. His breathe hitched in his throat, backing up slightly. He was having an episode. Jamie thought he was back to when they first met, before he was reformed, before he moved in with the egos,... before they both fell in love. Anti slowly tried to reach for him again. "J-Jamie-."

Jamie shook his head, sobbing into his hands backing away further, wanting to keep away from him. 

Tears started to stream down Anti's eyes. "Jamie p-please I-I'm not gonna hurt you-."

"Jamie have you seen my-." Schneep froze, looking at Anti and Jamie in horror. "ANTI VHAT HAPPENED?!" 

"H-He cut himself and... He thinks I'm...." Anti froze as tears streamed down his face. "He's having an episode."

Schneep sprang into action, running to Jamie, pulling his hands away from his eyes gently. "Jamie?... Jamie look at me." He whispered, watching as Jamie's black eyes stared into his ocean blue ones, his filled with fear. "It's alright.. It's okay."

Jamie the clung to Schneep hidding his face into his coat sobbing, shaking violently as Schneep hugged him close. 

"Zhere zhere it vill be alright." Schneep whispered, rubbing his back.

Anti was hesitant, but he took a step forward, reaching out. "J... J-Jamie?" He whispered, getting his attention.

Jamie looked up at him, gasping, clinging to Schneep shaking his head as he squint his eyes shut, tears streaming down his face. 

Anti drew his hands back, his eyes full of pain as tears started to form in his eyes as well. Jamie still saw him as a monster.

"Anti leave us be for a little vhile." Schneep said sympathetically. "He needs time." 

Anti slowly backed away, starring down at the knife that was clasped in his hand. He shook his head dropping it, running out of the room, leaving Jamie and Schneep alone. 

...

Anti was curled up in a black blanket he made, on the couch, tears streaming down his face listening to the static of the tv. He had been laying there for hours, to afraid to face Jamie. He caused this. He was the one that did this to Jamie. He's suffering because of him. He didn't deserve an amazing person like him, monsters like him don't deserve to be happy. 

A small squeak from the floor board made Anti snap out of his thoughts, turning to see Jamie, standing in the door way, his eyes back to their light blue color. Anti froze, fear sketched on his face, as he turned away, covering the blanket over his head so that Jamie didn't have to see him. He heard as Jamie walked around the couch, sitting on it, next to him. Anti scooched further away, holding further in the covers. "Jamie I... I don't want you to have another episode just." Anti shook his head as tears streamed down his eyes. "I can't bare to see that-." Anti froze feeling two hands gently take the blanket off of his head, then gently grabbing his chin, forcing him to look at the mute, who had tears streaming down his face. Anti stood still, afraid might hurt him. Anti watched as Jamie drew near, placing a kiss on his fore head, causing Anti to gasp. Jamie pulled away, cupping his face as he wiped his tears away, but to no avail because Anti began to sob, pulling his boyfriend into his arms. "I'm sorry... I'm so sorry." He sobbed, hugging him close. "I'm sorry."

Jamie gave him a sad smile, pulling him into his lap, running his hands through his hair. He forgave him, knowing how much he's changed. He started to rub his back, holding him close, knowing everything will be okay.

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