I messed everything up with you, I know. And I'm so fucking sorry. I never wanted to I love you too pieces. Your my closest friends I've ever had in my God Damn life. And I know it's hard to earn trust of you seeing as fuck shit up all the time. You are such an amazing and incredible person and no one would ever want to lose that's how important you are. You lighten up my day with one conversation because your pretty cool. Yes the conversations may be Pretty Odd, but they can be funny as fuck. I know you saw what I wrote yesterday so I won't go on. I love you, your the one that fills that small hole in my heart. Yes we're not dating and established we will never date, but you bring so much joy to everyone's life you just don't see it. You can show who you want this if you read it I don't mind. I'm not saying that i like you and shit, all I'm saying is that you helped me when I was over the edge these 3 last months, and I can't be any more anymore grateful. Love you xx
