Uncured

PAIN II:

Amethyst P.O.V.
  3 years later....

  It's been 3 years but then I'm still stock on that day. I can't forget the pain of yesterday. It's still haunt me everyday and every night. Those words he said still stabbed me in my heart, those eyes that shot my bone making me feel weak, and those kiss that they shared in front of me.

But you know what the most painful memory left in me that keeps on killing me repeatedly?

Those good memories that we shared. Those happy moments, those laugh, those gifts, those sweet messages, those I love you, all of those good memories that will remain as that.

I wake up in my daydream when someone snapped me out.

"Earth to Amethyst." My classmate Jocelyne said.

"What now?" I asked boredly.

In 3 years that had passed, everything has changed. From an 18 years old girl to a 21 years old woman. From a jolly girl to a silent woman. From an optimistic girl to a pessimistic woman. From a joyful girl to a sorrowful woman. More than that I'm in my third year here in college and one of my classmate decided to distract me.

"Ahmm, Itatanong ko lang kasi kung may partner ka na para sa activity natin in Literature." She said.

"Hindi ko kailangan nang partner, I can do it in my own." I said as I stand and leave.

Three years ago, I decided to build a barrier sa mga tao sa paligid ko. I also turned my back to myself and forget her, the one whose happiness was stolen by someone.

Simula nang araw na yon, binago ko na lahat lahat sa pagkatao ko. I turned my back to my friends. I turned my back to the place that keeps on torturing me, his place. Where in every moment of our relationship was sculpted in there. I lived all alone where in no one can see what I actually feel. I have to put a blank face and an emotionless eyes, so that no one can see it, the pain that I'm trying to hide.

Naglalakad lakad lang ako until my feet bring me to my favorite place. It's the hidden garden in our campus. It's sounds weird but I really like this place despite of the creepiness of it. Some of my schoolmate said that it's a forbidden place and someone cursed it.

Sino nga bang hindi matatakot sa lugar na to? Matataas na puno, tahimik na palagid, patay na dahon sa lupa, at ni isang bulaklak ay wala kang makikita.

In short, napaka patay nitong tignan. Pero para saakin isa ito sa pinaka komportableng lugar na pwede kong puntahan. Maybe the reason why I feel comfortable in this place is the fact that it comforts me.

I sit on ground and feel the relaxing atmosphere." I have to relax." I whisper to myself.

I closed my eyes and I feel tears falling down my face. I cursed when I feel the pain again. It feels like it happens a while ago. The pain is still fresh and it makes me weaker and weaker.

Pakiramdam ko ay may nakatingin sa akin, so tumingin ako sa palagid. Naka kunot-noong inilibot ko ang paningin sa buong garden pero wala akong nakita ni anino man. Ipinilig ko ang ulo sa pagiisip ng kung ano ano.

Paniguradong hallucination lang to at malabong may pumunta sa lugar na to maliban sakin.Tumayo ako at inayos ang sarili bago walang ingay na umalis ng lugar na iyon.

As usual, I walk silently and straightly without even bothering my surrounding. At dahil wala akong pakialam. I walk through the crowd cause I don't have any choice. Luckily someone bumped me at nakabangga ako ng tao dahilan para ma out of balance kami pareho.

"Miss shit I'm sorry are you okay?" Sabi nito, worry was heard in his voice. Nang mag angat ako nang tingin ay nakita ko ang isang lalaki.

He had this pretty chinky brown eyes, pointed nose, sexy thin lips, straight hair na umaabot hanggang noo, a beatiful jaw line, 6' flat in height with a not-so-well toned body but sexy. Dimples in his cheeks and I must say a cute sexy creature.

"Miss? Are you okay? Is there something you feel bad? Are you hurt? Is your bone still connected to your joints? Can you tell me what you fe–"

"I'm fine." Tipid na sabi ko sakanya at kusang tumayo at pinagpag ang aking sarili.

Napangiwi ako ng makita ko ang itsura nya. He looks shock. I snapped my finger to his face.

"You look like you need to go to the clinic, you look bad." Di ko mapigilan na mapangiti ng makita ko syang mamula.

"Tsk. If you'll let me, move sideward, your blocking my way." I said at mukhang sa wakas ay natauhan na rin ito. Agad akong naglakad.

Paniguradong late na naman ako neto. But the hell I care?

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A/N:
     So guys it's done. Are you enjoying this story? Medyo maikli lang bawat chapter cause ayokong mawala sa plot ko hahaha, btw enjoy reading everyone mwuaps :*