BTS ONE-SHOTS!!!!

You were never alone (Jungkook)

Warning : This has trigger warnings!! If you do not like suicidal thoughts or cutting do not read this!!! If you do have these thoughts please get help and take care of yourself!!!!

                                                  (Y/n) POV

Silence. What a beautiful sound. The sound of nothingness. The sound of my soul. I smiled and decided to begin. As I played a melodic tune on the grand piano in front of me. I sighed knowing that this is my last time of ever touching such a beautiful source of freedom. I let my emotions flow through me and into the keys, into the song of my darkened soul. I was so lost in my own bliss that I didn't hear the doors open and close. I played with all my heart and decided to sing parts of lyrics that meant something to me. 

"Two am. where do I begin?

 Crying off my face again. 

The silent sound of loneliness, wants to follow me to bed. 

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most. 

I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well.  

Dancing slowly in an empty room

Can the lonely take the place of you?

I sing myself a quiet lullaby

let you go and let the lonely in

to take my heart again"

As soon as those words left my mouth so did the tears from my eyes. I let them fall as I continued to play because my heart was aching. I knew that I had to finish it not just for me but for him as well. I took a deep breath and continued on. Just as he would've wanted me to.

Too afraid, to go inside

For the pain of one more loveless night

For the loneliness will stay with me

And hold me till I fall asleep

I'm a ghost of a girl

That I want to be most

I'm the shell of a girl

That I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room

Can the lonely take the place of you

I sing myself a quiet lullaby

Let you go and let the lonely in

To take my heart again"

At this point I began to sob.  It hurt, knowing that he was gone. When I found out that he left home something in me died. Where are you, Jungkook? My tears continued to flow but my singing stopped and so did the piano playing. I looked at all of the scars on my body. They were from the pain I endure to find him, and when I did, he was already gone. I proceeded to grab the blade hiding in my pocket. When I was about to begin the thing that brought my relief, but I was stopped. Someone had grabbed my wrist, ripped it from my grip, and threw the blade somewhere else. I looked up to see him. How? Why? "J-Jungkook?" He looked at me with anger, fear and sadness. "WHY?! Why the hell would you do this to yourself?! Do you know how scared I was?! Dammit, (Y/N)!!! I *voice crack* I-I could've lost you." Jungkook said with tears welling in his beautiful brown eyes. I was shocked. Why would he care? When I finally found him, he seemed like he didn't want to be around me. " Why do you care? You seem fine without me. I-I shouldn't be Important anymore. I *sob* Shouldn't be important. You casted me aside and treated my as though I was nothing. Dammit, Jungkook, I was alone!!" I cried as I looked away from him. I felt his grab my by my chin and bring my face toward him. He then kissed me hard. I was shocked for a second before kissing back with and equal amount of roughness. He pulled back and looked at me with determination, domination and authority. "I know what I did was stupid but I couldn't bare the thought of you not loving as much as I love you. I was afraid my heart would break but it seems that I broke yours. From now on I will  be there for you. If I find you doing this again or any sign of it being done, I will punish you. You will remain by my side from now until forever." He passionately stated to me with a fierce look in his eyes. I nodded my head as his glare softened to a look of love and passion. He leaned in and kissed me gently before going close to my ear and whispering

 "You were never alone."

A/n: THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO READ THIS!!!! I will update tonight maybe........mmmmkay bye.