*EDITING* Accidental (A Ben Bruce/Asking Alexandria Fanfic)

Chapter 14

James Pov:

Ben hasn't spoke to me since he came back. I didn't get a reply from Jasey and Saffy hasn't text me either. We have to be on stage in five minutes and all I could think about was Ben and Jasey. I went to talk to Ben to try and get it off my mind "Ben you can't ignore me forever, we're in the same band" he turned away from me "That's not the point James, you should have told me!" I pulled his arm making him face me. "It wasn't mine to tell! You can't be pissed at me for something that I didn't do and I can't change it! You need to sort it out with her! But for now, we are going to go out there and be a band, for our fans!!"

I walked away making my way with the rest of the guys to the stage. The crowd was massive and my adrenaline was rushing, there was at least three different pits.

We were between songs when one of our crew members came on stage and walked towards Ben. I sat at my drums confused. He whispered in his ear and Ben looked broken, he ripped his guitar off himself and ran off stage. What's going on? Sam looked over to me and I just shrugged my shoulders, we can't play without Ben. I looked over at Danny and he just shook his head I mouthed, 'whats going on?' but he didn't respond. Cameron went off stage to check with the crew and Danny apoligized to the fans. "We're so sorry about this, we have no idea whats going on, when we find out we'll tell you straight away. Our apoligies"

We all went off stage to be greeted by the crew member that spoke to Ben "Jasey was in a serious car accident, a lorry collided with her car, she's in hospital" that explains Ben throwing his guitar across the stage and running out. "Shit! Is she going to be okay?" he shrugged his shoulders "I don't know man, she's still unconcious, the hospital phoned us."

I left the venue, flagging down a taxi to take me to the hospital as Ben needed a friend right now.

Ben Pov:

My heart was in pieces, it felt like I left it on stage. The doctors never told me anything, not about her or our baby. James came in while I was sitting on my own "What are you doing here?" He sat next to me and handed me a drink "here, you're still one of my best friends Ben I care about you both, and no matter how much you hate me right now I'm not leaving" I felt so fragile, it was horrible "Good, because I don't want you to go, I still hate you though" I smiled at him and he hugged me "Stubborn arsehole!" we just laughed at each other.

A nurse walked up to me slowly "Ben Bruce?" I stood up rapidly nodding my head "Yes!!" She took me off to the side "We have no idea how this happened, but the baby, is okay. We've ran every single test and it's perfectly fine. She must have guarded her stomach with something or some sort of miracle" it felt like a massive weight got lifted off me "What about her!? Is she okay, is she awake? Is she badly hurt!?" the nurse put her hands out to calm me down "She's awake and you can see for yourself. But one at a time for now"

My heart started to pound and my knee's where becoming weak as I made my way to her room. I took a deep breath standing outside the door. I opened it slowly and my heart sunk as soon as I saw her face. She looked like she was in so much pain and all she was doing was cradeling her stomach. "I'm so sorry! This is all my fault. Are you okay?" I sat down on the bed beside her "It's not your fault" her bruised face looked so sad, deeply sad. "Jasey our baby is okay.." she put her head down and a tear dropped onto the covers of her bed "It was Saffy, my own best friend told everyone and ruined my relationship. My own friend!" I lifted her head up to face me. "Nothing is ruined. I love you" I pulled her face so that her lips were agains mine one last time.

She was my little bit of heaven and my little bit of hell.