This too shall pass [K.TH FF : COMPLETED✔ ]

Chap. 5

Long chapter awaits~ - A/n

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You served the pancakes which were made in Japanese style to your daughter..........and your husband as well.

He looked at you in shock. You didn't even want him in your apartment, why would you serve him breakfast?

"Eat up." you announced with a smile and heard Taeguk give out a giggle of cheer and dig into her food.

Well the reason behind you serving Taehyung was that you didn't want your daughter to know about your problems with him. Yeah, that's all.

Okay fine. Somewhere you cared and didn't know if he had eaten yet hence, the breakfast.

You weren't in the mood for pancakes because the all nighter you had pulled out made you want to sleep and no nothing but with Taehyung's presence you couldn't do that. So you grabbed and apple.

"I have some work. I'll be back." You said before going to the balcony of your apartment that was located in your bedroom which had the clothes you had washed yesterday at night when you were up since you wanted to give more time to Taeguk today.

So you had figured out you'd do the laundry before hand and have the extra time to look after her since you felt like you were neglecting her lately because of the work pressure and your stress about Taehyung.

You finished your Apple while standing and look at the view of your balcony. A view you had always loved. This balcony had seen a lot. You being proposed, being heartbroken, being lonely, being with Taeguk.

You tossed the leftover into the dustbin near you and started to collected the clothes that were dried.

You jumped in surprise when you heard an unexpected voice behind you.

"Let me help you with that."

You turned to look at Taehyung. It reminded of the Sundays when Taehyung would help you with your chores lovingly as an excuse to spend even more time with you.

You bit your bottom lip at the memory and shook your head.

"I can do it on my own." You said forbidding your emotions to take over you and turned around once again to the clothes drying.

He came beside you and trying to take over the bedsheet that you were assembling.

"Y/n-ah you look tired, Taeguk told me you were up all night. Go rest I'll do it for you."

"No. I'm fine. I've learnt to deal with this....You needn't bother yourself Taehyung." You said with a cold icy wall once again built around your heart and pulled the bedsheet towards you.

"Y/n I said I can do it-"

"And I said you don't need to!"

"Goddammit Y/n! Why can't you just let me in once! I'm trying to hard to be there but how can when you keep pushing me away?! Stop ignoring my tries Y/n! For how long would you continue with this act of yours!"

Tears welled up in your eyes.

Let me in once?

Act of yours?

How can he even say that?

Your lips trembled as a stream of tears flowed from both your eyes down your cheeks. His eyes softened.

"I- I- I'm sorry Y/n- I lost my calm....I overreacted- I shouldn't have Y/n...Don't cry please-"

"No you're right. Maybe it is an act after all right? I'm acting to be strong but you know what? I admit it. I'm a weakling! Does it seem easy Taehyung? Does it seem easy to let go of the past three and half years in mere three- three second? You don't know what it was like. No one knows what it was like-"