beauty in madness

chapter 3

Ch 3

I'm bigger than my body

I'm colder than this home

I'm meaner than my demons

I'm bigger than these bones

And all the kids cried out,

"Please stop, you're scaring me"

I can't help this awful energy

Goddamn right, you should be scared of me

Who is in control?

When i get back to my new home i go straight to my new room. Sitting down on my bed, i look around. All of a sudden i break down into tears. The tears burn my face, i touch them and look at my fingers. Turns out that my tears are fire. Though considering it was fire it didn't hurt nearly as bad as it should have.

Well i am satans daughter i thought bitterly. I go to the bathroom and turn on the water, planning on taking a shower. I open the door and Jason is there.

"Oh hey Jason!" i exclaimed, glad i wiped off the fire tears. "Can i borrow a shirt and some underwear? Your mom won't let me get mine. I'll leave the door unlocked for you to put it on the counter."

"Sure," he said going a little red in the face. He walked off to his room.

I go back into the bathroom and start to strip. After i take off my bra there is a slight knocking on the door and Jason walks in. and i'm only in my panties. Looking at me his face goes bright red.

"Omg! Jynx! I am so sorry! I didn't mean to walk in on you like that!" he shouted, covering his eyes.

I walk up to him and take the cloths. "It doesn't really matter to me. Thanks for the cloths." i shut the door and take off my underwear, climbing under the water. As i wash off i think of Will. He was god's son, so technically he was my brother. He inherited heavenly powers, so we will end up enemies. Will was a good guy. I was a bad guy. There was no way around it.

I was never one to believe in fantasy. I was so grounded in reality with how i was living, I didn't bother to believe. A few days ago, if someone had told me I was satan's daughter, and I was going to rule hell, kill my foster parents, and have a brother that was the future god, I would have slapped them and called the police. Now it was my reality. Nothing was simple, black and white, anymore. It was all riddles and chaos.

Getting out of the shower and drying off, I could smell Ms. Cole cooking downstairs. It smelled like spaghetti. Great. Every time they cook spaghetti we end up in a food fight. I pull on the same bra, jasons south park themed boxers, and his soul eater themed shirt.

Walking downstairs the smell gets stronger. Walking into the kitchen, mrs cole smiles at me. I look around and see that clair is still here to. "What are you still doing here?" i asked confused.

"Duh! I'm joining you for food fight spaghetti night! I've never been in a food fight before- you're wearing tweeks cloths! Omg! His underwear too!!!! Wow you move fast!"

"What are you babbling on about?" mrs cole asks. "Oh" she said looking at me. "Why are you wearing jason's cloths?"

"They're comfy!" i shout. I didn't see why it was such a big deal. I've worn my brothers cloths before. Is it that strange for a girl to wear boy's clothes? "You act like i'm a freak for borrowing his clothes. Is it that strange?" i ask frowning

"Oh, deary, no! It was just unexpected! There is absolutely nothing wrong with it!" as she got done talking, tweek came into the room. He looked at me and blushed.