Ashamed (BxBxB)

Prologue

Ready? Steady? Yeet
Imma point out these arent furries
*yeets a gif of pip at ya*
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Pips POV

Pipian Declan Lucine. What a name. A name that came with high expectations and even worse....fame.

For me, that means attention and that's something I could live without. Maybe I secretly wanted it but not from strangers, maybe my lover or even my parents. My parents? As if they would even acknowledge I still exist. The only reason my father talks to me is because he wants me to do partnerships with men from different companies

Yes, My father is the CEO of Fawn Co. Creative name right? Ever since I came out as gay, he's been making me go on dates with some crazy ass men. I've met some characters, some men are straight forward and say theyre only here for the money, others just simply seem creepy. All of them were not perfect.

I remember this one guy though, a date my father didn't set up. In fact it wasnt even a date but the guy had intrigued me and that's saying something because I don't get interested in men easily. He was calm and easy going, blunt if needed which means he was honest. He had that dashing wild smile that read mischevious and I loved it. Him. Loved him. He had those green eyes that had a tint of grey and they were absolutely stunning, and complimented his dark chocolate hair nicely.

God was he a dream...

I slumped in my chair, sitting in my dads office and in a seat that was far from hus desk near the door, meant for a living room it made me want to sleep but I knew I couldn't. I had started to think about him again and...

I was running with my long spindly baby deer legs, dashing through the undergrowth as fast as I could, hearing snarles coming from behind us. Us...Myles and I. He was pushing me forward, making sure I got out first. The leaves stirred under us as my front leg got caught up with my hind leg and I tumbled down, barks abd growls growing closer the cheetah shifter turned and hissed loudly at the werewolves that had been chasing us. I was shook as I scrambled up, seeing those astonishing Green-grey eyes. Suddenly a harsh growl came from in front of me, a blonde wolf showing his sharp teeth. I stared into those..electric blue eyes as we made eye contact. I whimpered as I looked at Myles, he was lashing his tail widely. I backed up to leave when the rest of the pack had caught up.

Suddenly just jumping and snarls and hisses, fur and blood flinging everywhere. I heard Myles shout to me to run, but I shifted human and my naked body exposed. I cried out, running towards the fight where Myles was holding onto his life for me. Me.

"MYLES!" I shouted before I watched the wolf crack the cheetah shifters neck and I cried out, tears filling my eyes. "No!" I had to run but I watched my lovers eyes grow dull...still trying to hold on for me. I shifted back and dashed off, wolf shifters hot on my trail.

My thoughts were shaken as I blinked back tears and a heavy feeling settled into my chest. I looked up, my deer ears shifted forwards from where normal human ears were supposed to be. It was my father and another male I knew would just be dense by the grim look on his face. I sat up straight, hiding my hands in the large long sleeves of my brown sweater. I blushed lightly, fair skin lighting up. I had a brown color that looked like some one spray painted me on my cheekbones and shoulders with little white dots to speckle the brown.

My father cleared his throat before speaking. "Pipian, I have some grave news." He said in his stag/leader voice. The leader of the deer they call him. He was well built for a fae and he had long antlers growing from the top of his skull. I also cleared my throat but didn't say a word. His grey business suit crinkled as he sat, making my face twist into confusion. What was happening?

"The..The werewolves..they're back. Here in this part of the city." The werewolves...? Then I got it. Them...them..I took a few deep breathes as my father continued. "Ah and..this..this is ah one of my close friends son, Donovan. He's here for a business meeting." He said, standing up and reaching out to touch me but I flinched back.

My had his stone face on as he turned and beckoned Donovan. He had very dark, orange hair and coal black eyes that seemed dead. He had his hands folded behind him as he wore a regular black and white suit.

I shook badly, my nerves bundling as I stood quickly with my hand clamped over my mouth and my eyes wide. I felt my stomach swirl in fear.

Back? But..but how? We chased them off.

My stomach threw itself to my throat as I dashed off, holding my stomach as well now. To the bearest bathroom I went, wide eyed still because fear racked my small fawn body. I heard footsteps. Was that guy following? He couldn't because he had no cares for me.

I burst into the bathroom and to the toilet just as I emptied the contents of the small vegetarian lunch I had, leaning over the bowl a hand was placed on my back as I jumped, turning around with fear still racked in my eyes. To me it was one of the werewolves but it was simply just Donovan.

"My dear pipian, What's the matter?" He asked, his eyes seeme to sparkle with life now and he seemd to have cared. I shook my head, wiping my mouth and scooting with my hands and legs far from him. He followed me..into the bathroom. I eyed him as he stepped closer, bending down to reach my height. "My dear baby boy..are you scared of me?" He smirked.

I opened my mouth to answer but closed it quickly for fear I would throw up again, so I just shyly nodded, barely moving his head from fear.

Donovan gave a wicked grin that made my stomach pull back down and suddenly I wasn't nauseous anymore. He pulled me into a hug, making me tense a lot until he whispered into my ear, breath hot.

"I will never hurt you. Ill protect you." Which calmed me immensely. It was so odd. My curious side came out, which is a bad thing.

"Wh-what's..your shift?" I asked, whispering and fumbling over simple words. I'm so stupid. I shouldn't have said anything.

"Damn your voice...I wanna hear it scream my name..." He purred, running a hand down my face, making me jump and go completely red. His voice was like it vibrated alot and made him sound mature.

"I-I.." I squeaked out, all my insides quivered as I melted into his hands that explored my body gently.

(AN: he is innocent, nothing sexual happening here just light touching on his face, arms and legs.)

I just let him do whatever, still trying to low key struggle away. I whimpered slightly as he pressed his lips to my fore head, igniting my face into a deep cherry red. I covered my hands and bit down on my palms.

Donovan stood with me in his arms, carrying me bridle style. He carried me slowly out of the bathroom as I clutched onto his suit tightly. "I will protect you. I said it earlier. Those big bad wolves won't hurt you." He whispered down at me. I only nodded and looked down at my chest and clossed my eyes, letting out a sigh and relaxing into his arms.

Donovan walked me into my dads office, "Finders keepers Jesse." He smirked, using my dads real name. I shrunk into Donovans arms because my dad hated when teenagers used his real name. Instead my dad looked at me with a slight confusion and I gave him round pleading eyes, begging for him to help me.

"I suppose so."

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First chapter completed <3 have fun with my innocent bab and his new found interest~
^Sammy^