You always told me you love me. You always made it feel so real. You made me feel like the most special person.
Was any of it true though?
You always said you were sorry after you would hit me. After you would call me a horrible mother. After you would call me a horrible lover. Even after I told you I didn't want any intimacy, and you forced it on me. You always said you were sorry...
I dont know whether to trust you anymore.. was it all just another lie??
