Sorry Kookie hyungs love you 😘(COMPLETE)(bts×jungkook)

HELPLESS💔

Jungkook's pov:-

Its a long night I cant sleep ... I cant forget I have danced in a restaurant and sang for them ..and the most terrible thing is ..what should I hv to do in the bar at night ...every thought is eatibg me from inside . "Hyungs !!what did I do to deserve this???"I need u all ......I need u ...then my tears start falling from one to two thwn infinity .......

At dorm:-

Jin's pov:-

we have searched in Seoul ..asked at their home .....his friends ...he is nowhere to be found ...where are u Kookah !?...mianhae ...plzz forgive us return back .......I cant take this anymore ...Kookah !where r u ?..gwenchana?(r u alr8?) ..where should we search u ??....thinking these things over n over ..I broke down ....

Namjoons pov:-

Jin hyung broke down ..he was most calm untill now ..what shoukd I do my grp is breaking..what kindda leader I am ??...but from now on I am goin to do this more seriously...we ll find u Kookah ...we will ...mianhae ....We r going to official holiday from tommorow n I posted that in twitter ..my members also agreed ..n we all post that except Kookie ..fan started questioning . yeah I understand them coz its an odd timing of taking holiday ..then sime started questioning about Kookie ....why he hvnt posted ...what should I do now ...I thought to ignire the fact ..I went to my room close my door and started remembering the tm when me and Kookie spend time together.

How much I miss that time what did I do??how could I be so cruel to Kookah ....ofc he is the maknae ..how wasnt I able to understand him ...whatever we will start searching for him from tommorow and yes we will search the total South Korea ..I asked my members and they agreed ..and we all went for sleep ofc its goin to be a long day tommow.

next morning.......

Jungkook's pov

I woke up ..do my basic works ..went to Halaboni ate together n by taking her permission went to work ....I reached their and started serving them ..but then some people asked me to sing for them ..then next group told to sing and it continuously went for 4-5hr ..now my throat is feeling sore ..but for my good luck its the free tm ..I drank some hot beverages and I feel better ...and the time passes by ..its 8 pm ...and the restaurant is closed now...n tge bar is going to start ....what should I do I wanna go home .... i am so nervous ....we rested for 2hrs ...the the bar started ...sloy people started coming and now its a full crowd and its already 10:30pm ......people started ordering drings and I had to serve some of then .. they are lookin so dangereous ..its just started now ..hos can be this place be so smelly in such a less time ...aish I m feeling disgusting ...I slipped to a corner  and sat their ...I dont wanna work at this bar ....then suddenly someone yell for drink and there are no one to serve so I had to serve them ...but wht I see that the person had already drank 2-3 bottles ..he is really in a drubk state now ...but I had no choice to go to him and serve him ..but when I was serving him he suddenly grab my hand very hard ..I winced .. then he get up and started pulling my mask down ...I struggled a lot ...he stopped pulling my mask but then he grabbed my hand once again ....and started cursing at me for being so disobidient ...and then he slapped me ...he slapped me so hard ..  now I am a crying mess ...n he is getting more angry ...and he slapped me again  ...and dragged me towards the owner and complain abt me ...he saved me from that man but is dissapoint at me ...he told me that he is their regular customer and I cant do that to them ..let them do what they want to....I dont know ..but I felt so bad  n helpless...then he tell me to sing for them ...i just looked at him with astonishment ..ofc I dont want to do that but before I replied to him he left me ...and announced that I am going to sing and dance for them .....no no no I dont wanna ......but i cant lose my job ..n with those teary eyes I went to the stage and started singing and dancing for them ..

(imagine him with mask and cap)

those drunk people.started enjoying and start dancing with  the song ...i was really afraid of them I cant believe thise drunk men ....i am so dissapoint at myslef ..i cant believe what Iam doing....after  I finshed my song sone of them reached the stage same as me and started approaching me ...now I really want to get disappear from this place but suddenly a hand slapped me making me out of my thoughts ....then some started ordering me to take my mask off ..some started pulking my mask ..they dont sexually harass me but they still are doing it ...I cried for help ...no one come ...I dint know I am being dragged from here to there ...some one pulled my shirt ...some one grabbed my collar ...some are still ordering me to sing for them and those 40 min I felt like I m going to die here ..and now its 1 am ....our owner closed the bar so they left me but still warned  me for tommorow...i cant control myself other than crying ...I cried and cried...

i need my hyungs ...nothing is goin well ....I m so helpless right now ...i had my mask and cap but some bottons of my dress are torn ..I had scatch mark in my body ...i had slap mark ..I somewhat gather my energy saying  goodbye to other ..i ran from there to the  home n enter without disturbing n halaboni ...i went to my room ...n cried n cried...those memories r contionuously haunting me ....that time I was so helpless ..I am helpless for everything ...i m useless ....

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