I told you so many lies, and i hurt you so many times. I lost you and i know that it's completely my fault. I don't how to feel right now and i think I'm going crazy. I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all the things i did, for the person i am and that you had to know me. I don't wanna cry for help or annoy you with just my experience but i feel like giving up.
(draft from march 2019)
