Because (Satzu Fanfic)

Chapter 4

Sana's POV

I was woken up by the sunlight hitting my face, I groaned but still get up the bed because it's the first day of classes I can't be late, I just hope that tall yoda doesn't have the same schedule as me, I get inside the bathroom and took a bath after taking a bath I wore my uniform and eat my breakfast downstair.

As usual mom and dad is not around because of their business, there is not a day that they're not working, it's just me alone in this house, we don't have any maids because they want me to be independent and they want me to take care of myself on my own, ever since I turned 8 years old they started being busy on their own works, ever since our company have it's crisis, they are busy handling the company forgetting that they still have a child who's waiting for them to comeback

I've been spoiled by them but I really don't want them spoiling me, I want them to spoil me with their time and affection. Yes, I can see them or whatever but I felt like I just lost a parents

"Sana-ssi let's go?" Yesung oppa asked, yesung oppa is my driver as well as my seems like a big brother to me, he knows me well

"Coming! And we've already talked about this oppa! No more formalities right? Drop the sana-ssi and simply call me sana" I said and pout he just chuckle

"Alright, Sana" he said and made his way at the driver seat while I get in the back seat I turn the radio on and listened to some random song playing

🎶 The night is heavy. It's cold. 
밤이 무거워 차가워 

It's hard to take a step. 
한걸음 떼기가 힘이 들어 

There's a lonely street lonely 
텅 빈 거리가 외로워 

Only the same name I'm muttering 
같은 이름만 난 중얼거려 

oh baby yeah
oh baby yeah

Leaning against the wall 
벽에 기대서 올려다본 

The black sky is pale yeah 
까만 하늘 참 창백할 뿐 yeah 

You still have no answer 
여전히 아무 대답도 없는 널 

Yeah you
너를 너를 yeah

I wait for you. 
널 기다려 

It hangs alone at the end of the sky 
저 하늘 끝에 홀로 걸려 

Like the remaining moon 
남아있는 달처럼 

I'm at stake babe I miss you 
난 위태로워 babe 네가 그리워 

Save me from me 
Save me save me from me 

Always be you babe 

Fourteen o'clock without you
너 없는 새벽 네 시 🎶

(Song : 4am by eric nam)

I just listened to the song until we arrived at the academy, Yesung oppa bid his goodbye and I also do the same, listening to those kind of music helps me relax on the way but the song is kinda depressing, It's all about missing someone and still yearning for that person for how many years and you're waiting for that person to come until 4am I guess, that's why it's called 4 am