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Jeongguk never intended to lie, that too at taehyung's face.

No, it wasn't a mistake. 
He kissed him because he wanted to.

But when taehyung straight away came and asked him why he kissed him, his eyes expectantly waiting for him to speak up, jeongguk was too scared to confess, to get rejected again.

He was scared, that taehyung doesn't deserve him. He deserves much better, much better than someone who couldn't muster the courage to confess.

He knows he's a fool, as yoongi-hyung said. But with all the guilt bundled up, it was impossible for him to stay away from taehyung without giving a proper explanation.

He tried talking with taehyung, but he never was in college. 

Jeongguk was worried.

Jeongguk likes him. Likes him the way the stars adore the moon, the way how the sun smiles brightly at the clouds surrounding him, the way how the unfortunate loves the poor.

Right from the moment he saw taehyung beside jimin, he knew he wouldn't be able to get out of this spiral, called crush.

He loved the way taehyung melted under touches, the way taehyung always smelled of vanilla, how he unconsciously hugs jeongguk while sleeping, how he looks so cute when he pouts, how he talks animatedly about songs, how he likes watching the stars at night, everything about taehyung was his favorite.
He loved the way how taehyung stood out of the crowd.

But he hated so much that he's the reason why taehyung's hurting.