✔️Notes • Jisung X Reader X Jeongin✔️

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Your smile grew wider and wider as you met Jeongin's eyes. "It was you after all!" Jeongin smile also widened every second. "I guess that ruined the surprise?" I shook my head and ran up to him, hugging him tight. "I'm still really happy that it was you."

We stood there, hugging for what seemed like forever. It felt as if all our surroundings had disappeared, as if we were the only ones left on earth. "Jeongin" you slowly mumbled as you looked up to meet his gaze. "I love you."

Instead of a verbal answer, he responded by closing the tiny gap between you, softly pressing his lips against yours. You closed your eyes and kissed him back. What began with one small simple kiss grew to two, three and even more kisses, slowly but surely taking your breath away.

He slowly backed away, trying to catch his breath while smiling. He looked at you for a second and pulled you into a hug again. "You have no idea for how long I've been wanting to do this."

The two of us started walking towards the park. "How did you know? That it was me who wrote the notes?" Jeongin asked amused. "In all honesty, I really wasn't sure! But when I found the note on your desk, it just had to be you!" Jeongin chuckled softly as he kissed my temple. "I'm happy you did."

When we got back to the appartment, Jeongin quickly went to bed, and I lay down on the couch, only to find another note, which obviously confused me. I carefully opened it, but the words shocked me.

I hope you're happy with him.

~J

This can't be right? Jeongin was J right? Why would he write it? The only logical explenation is that Jisung wrote this, but I thought Jeongin was J? What's going on!

I knocked on Jisung's door, I had to know the answer. To my surprise, he was still awake. "Come on" he said almost inaudable. I sat down on the edge of his bed. "Jisung, it's you who wrote this right? It was you right?

Jisung turned on a small light to read what was on that note. "Yes, this was me" was all he said. His voice sounded completely emotionless. "But Jisung, why did you sign it with J?" He sighed. "Because I'm J you idiot! I don't know what Jeongin had told you, but don't believe him."

I dropped the note. "But, that can't be! Then why did Jeongin show up when I left that last note?" Jisung's expression changed from blank to hurt. "I put the letter on my desk, but half an hour later it was gone. I ran as fast as I could, but I saw you... kiss Jeongin, so I left."

Confusion was now all written over your face. "Then, what about those other notes? Do you still have those? All the ones I sent?" Jisung nodded. "I kept them in a secret box in my closet. He stood up and got the box out, showing me all the notes.

A tear streamed down my face. "It was you all along wasn't it?" All Jisung did was nod, not being able to answer with words. We both stood there, trying not to cry, but knowing we wouldn't be able to keep it all in.

"I'm so sorry Jisung" I cried. "I'm so sorry." Jisung slowly walked up to me and took me in his arms. "You couldn't have known." His voice sounded shaky, as if he himself didn't know what to do either. "Why would Jeongin go this far?" I asked, as confusion and anger filled me. "Why would he lie to me?"

"Because he loves you, you idiot. Love does weird things to you." "But what do we do now? I can't just tell him, oh hey, you're not J!" "Why not try to lure him out? Ask him things that were only in the notes, or about things that you never even wrote about!"

I stopped crying and looked Jisung in the eyes. He carefully stroke my hair. "We'll figure this out together, I promise." Jisung went back to sleep, and I went back to the couch, reading all the notes over. Lauging at all that had been written down, but crying because of all the confusion.

Now I still don't know who he is, yet I already had my first kiss... An awful feeling crawled over my skin. I heard Chan slowly come out of his room. He looked at me and immediately ran over to hug me. "What's wrong? I thought you found him!"

I didn't know wheter to nod or shake my head. "Jeongin showed up, and we even had our first kiss, but then Jisung wrote this letter, signed by J, and showed me all the other notes I wrote, so how am I supposed to know who it is?"

Chan sighed. "That's it, I'm getting both boys now." I stopped him. "Chan, it's way past midnight, you can't just wake them up." Chan, however, had different plans. "Watch me." One minute later both boys were standing in front of me, glaring at each other.

"Listen up you kids," chan started. "I don't know who of you guys it is, but clearly one of you is lying about this whole J-thing. Now speak up before you guys make Charlotte cry again. "I'm J, I swear!" Jeongin said in frustration, while Jisung said the exact same thing.

In a split second, the two boys were fighting, hitting each other with all they had, waking the other guys up. Woojin ran out of his room, to stop them together with Chan, while the other boys just stood there confused.

"What the f*ck is going on?" Hyunjin said frustrated as he rubbed his eye. He first looked at the boys trying to beat each other to death, then at me, shivering, shaking, with tears falling down. Before losing all my strengh, Hyunjin quickly caught me.

"Listen up you shitheads!" He yelled angrilly. "If you want to fight, be my guest, but if you so much as dare to make her cry ever again, I'm done with you two!" My vision became blurry. How did it all get to this in so little time?

With all the strenght I had left, I ran out, as far as I possibly could. I'm the reason they're fighting right, then that means I'm also the person who can end all the suffering, even if that means giving up on love.

I got chased, and heard multiple voices yell my name, but didn't look back. I kept on running and running until no one was around anymore. When I finally looked up, I was in front of a dark, abandoned house.

Rain suddenly started pouring down, and without much thought I went inside of the house. It wasn't much warmer in there, but at least I would be dry. My phone went off multiple times. Firstly because of Hyunjin, then Felix, Seungmin, Chan and Woojin, but I ignored all of them.

The voices suddenly came back. "Charlotte!" I heard someone yell from outside. "Charlotte, where are you!" another voice yelled. I slowly looked up and stared out of the window. There were Hyunjin and Felix.

Suddenly, only for a second, my eyes met Felixes, as he stormed inside. I wanted to run away, but Felix beat me to it and grabbed my wrist. He forcefully pulled me into his arms, stopping me. "Let me go!" I said as I tried to fight my way out of his grip, but he didn't move a muscle. "If I'm the cause of them fighting, then it'll be solved if I'm gone right!"

You could feel Felixes grip loosen up slightly, but not enough for me to get out. "Is that really your solution? Running away from your problems?" He asked in a low, yet somehow pained voice. "Charlotte, running away never solves anything."

"They already stopped fighting, just... please come back home already." Home... those words kept stuck in my head. I stopped trying to get out of Felixes grip, stopped moving at all, except for the tears that were still flowing over my already stained cheeks.

Felix moved his hands from my back to holding my hand. "Let's go back, okay?" He smiled softly. I simply nodded and followed his lead, with Hyunjin walking behind us in case I wanted to run away again.

Felix opened the door again, revealing all the others sitting anxiously on the couch. Everyone looked up in shock when they saw the three of us enter. Everyone crowded around me, except for Jeongin and Jisung, who were awkwardly sitting on the couch.

"Guys, give her some space dammit." Hyunjin sneered at the rest, who immediately backed off. My eyes finally went up, looking directly at Jeongin and Jisung. Their cheeks were bruised, fists stained with red spots. "Who is it?"

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Sike! You guys thought it was over right? Surpriiiiise! Obviously, it's not. This chapter is so long, it's 1500 words already! I just thought it was too early to end it already, and this idea popped up in my head last night, so I decided to just make the fanfic longer! Sorry it suddenly got to this, I hope I didn't upset anyone with it.