Stardust

2. Back to school

Hopefully, yesterday's dinner ended. This morning, when I woke up, Nick and Will were outside, on our balcony, smoking their morning cigarette.
I definitely can't understand what's so exciting about smoking, I mean it's just something that burns and you paid it...Well, such a loss of time. Like many things actually.
Fact, people buy what kill them. People take pleasure to kill themselves, all slowly. They all have something that takes the pain away. Smoking, drinking, or loving.
I miss Ma. I check on my phone, India's hour, it must be 9.30 a.m. I closed my eyes and wondered what she could be doing. I heard my alarm, time for me to dress up. When I was downstairs, I realized that Nick and Will were both gone, never spent time with me. I wanted to kiss Pa before I go, but I saw the witch, stepMa. Or as it's written on her papers, Rachel.
I just can't bear her, so I just left home without kissing Pa.
When at home I looked at the weather, it seems pretty great but actually it just started raining. Fact, I love the rain. It reminds me I'm not alone crying. I was wearing Ma's hat today. I was thinking about her, and remembered she left me this hat as a memory from her, so that she'll always be with me.
I had to run pretty fast to get inside of the building, so that I won't be wet. Fact, run for you, never for others. Wasn't sure but I thought I saw a boy looking at me behind the window. He was not just looking, he was staring, especially at Ma's hat. I lowered my head. He was trying to flirt with me. Must be hallucinating, but though, it made me laugh, inside, of course. Fact, never let anyone, under any circumstances, know too much about you, never ever.