4 A.M. ||JJk FF|| ✔️

Chapter Six

BEEP BEEP BEEP

You slammed a palm in the vague direction of the clock and the beeping stopped. Where Jungkook's warmth had been was now cold. A blanket lay over you. You sat up and looked around. The room was empty and basically unchanged aside from a few of Jungkook's clothes strewn across the end of the bed and floor. You threw the blanket off and were hit by a wave of icy air. You had completely spaced on the events of last night. Maybe I should just hit up the beach after breakfast? You thought. It was decided. Breakfast, Beach, and relaxing for the rest of the day until dinner. You heard a loud knock downstairs. You put your hair in a messy bun and threw on your shorts and a hoodie from Jungkooks suitcase on over your suit and quickly went downstairs.

A tall figure stood in the doorway next to Jungkook. A tiny figure walked up to the door with a man. "What's up y/n? It's good to see you again! Though I didn't expect you to be my little brother's guest this time!" The tall figure said with a bright smile on his face. Jungkook slugged his arm not so discreetly.
"Hello Joon-oppa, it's good to see you too!" You replied, slightly offended by his last statement. The Woman came up and hugged you tightly. After releasing you she held up her left hand and squealed. A small ring sparkled on her hand as the light caught it. "Oh my gosh! Congratulations Jinessa-unnie!" You squealed and bounced with her. "When did he ask?" You were dying to know when Namjoon had manned up and asked.
"About a month ago!" Jinessa replied, a wide grin on her face. *cough cough*
You looked towards the source and saw Jimin. His eyes lightened as you made eye contact and he chuckled.
"What am I, chopped liver?"
You smiled and went over to his open arms to give him a hug. Jungkook stared coldly at Jimin and he released you. Jungkook was about to speak but his phone rang and he had to pick up. Ugh I swear if that's Yoonji I'm- you began to think but heard Taehyungs name and relaxed. Taehyung was around pretty often as he was Jungkooks other best friend. Jimin was your ex and best friend other than Jungkook, but was hardly ever around when you were with Jungkook for some reason..

Everyone ate the breakfast the others had brought and said their goodbyes after dropping by for awhile. "I'm sorry about yesterday y/n.. Truly.." Jungkook spoke up, still facing the window after waving goodbye to Namjoon.
"It's fine, but it was really uncalled for Jungkook. And especially what happened in the room too." You stated and blushed at the memory.
"What happened in the room?" He asked turning around to you. Is he playing dumb or was he actually asleep? You pondered.
"Uhhhmm nothing. Nothing at all." You decided it best to forget about it. "Want to hit up the beach?" You asked frantically.
"...Sure." He replied. He started to pull off his shirt and you caught sight of abs.
"Holy Sh-" You stopped yourself just in time, hoping he didn't hear you. But none of your hopes were ever really granted in your life whether it be 'please let school be cancelled' or 'please shut up'. Jungkook was now shirtless and his abs were free. You looked away, face as red as a rose.
"You like what you see eh?" He asked with a smirk on his face. He walked toward you.
"N-no. I was just caught off guard!" You replied behind hands. Jungkooks hands grabbed yours and removed them from your red face.
"Please don't say you don't like them..." Jungkook sounded hurt. He still held your hands away from your face. You looked into his brown eyes and saw pain. It wasn't a physical pain that clouds the eyes, but rather the kind that makes eyes glisten with tears that will not fall. You pulled him in for a hug and forgot he was shirtless.
"I'm sorry Jungkook, I don't hate them. They're very nice and I'm sure they took effort." You deepend the hug and he hugged you back. You looked up and the pain in his eyes was gone. Jungkook hugged you closer and moved his hands from your shoulders to your waist. He began to reach his head down to your level. Your heart began to thud in your chest. You were sure Jungkook could feel it. You stared into his emotion filled eyes. The two chocolate pools came closer and closer until they were only two inches above yours. They closed. You felt the soft touch of his lips against yours. Jungkook kissed you deeply and your already shaking legs went numb. Jungkook held you upright. You closed your eyes and cherished the moment. The one you had thought about for the past 8 years. Your legs regained their strength again and you cupped his face. Jungkook pulled away from your lips after a few seconds and you opened your eyes. You thought you caught a blush but he turned away and hurried through the sliding glass door and onto the sand. You were full with emotion. You were happy but frustrated. It was your first kiss. You had never even kissed Jimin when you were with him. After taking your first kiss, he had the nerve to run off without saying anything. On top of it, he was your closest best friend. Is he trying to jeopardize our friendship by making me another one of his lady conquests? You sighed. You took off your overgarments and ran out onto the beach. You saw Jungkook sitting on the edge of the tide. You started to trot over but he caught you and walked away. You didn't follow. You wanted to hurt him. Not seriously though. He is such an asshole! You yelled in your head.

You wandered around the beach, watching the waves until dark. Your phone claimed it was 8 P.M.
You walked back to to the beachhouse shivering. Jungkook sat at the table eating and drinking a glass of wine. A full plate was set beside him with a glass of wine. The wine bottle was between the two plates. You sat at the plate and began to eat, occasionally sipping the wine. It was fruity. Your favorite.
"Thank you for dinner." You told Jungkook but his only reply was swishing his wine around its glass. "Jungkook please talk to me. I don't understand what I did wrong." You put your wine down and placed a hand on his arm. No reply. He shrugged your hand away. You drank the rest of your wine and refilled your cup about two times. The wine had barely kicked in when you realized Jungkook was acting tipsy. You hadn't seen him drink in so long you had forgotten how he acts. Suddenly he stood up and walked behind your chair. "Jungkook?" You got up and placed a hand on his shoulder. He hugged you.
"I'm so sorry y/n I've been nothing but an asshole on this trip. I just wanted to have fun with you this weekend... But then Yoonji... And I'm just... And then I kissed you without asking... And I.. I'm sorry for being such a shitty friend y/n..." Jungkook broke down in your shoulder. You patted his back and hugged him.
"You're not a shitty friend Jungkook. You're the bestest friend I could ask for. Your just a little drunk is all. There's nothing wrong with that either because I'm about as drunk as you. As long as we don't drink till we're shitfaced it'll be fine. You're an amazing friend and never forget that." You comforted him. Jungkook swooped you up bridal style without notice.
"Let's go to bed..." Jungkook said looking at you. He was still shirtless. You began to freak out again but he had already made it to the stairs and you didn't want to crack your head open. After entering the room, he got onto the bed, you still in his arms, and layed down. He was barely drunk at all but he was acting so cute. You were freaking out but it was honestly normal in your friendship for him to be acting cuddly. He often gave you hugs and this was pretty much a hug just laying down.

⚠️ If your mind can only read holy things please stop here! It gets a tiny bit dirty but no actual content yet⚠️

You relaxed but your heart was still fluttering. Jungkook listed his head up on his arm and spoke up "Hey y/n would you by any chance want to..." he left a few words unspoken but you could tell the player in him was speaking. You were upset but at the same time, wanted something to happen. The room was silent for some time while you thought things over. You know what, I honestly don't care right now if I'm just a conquest. If this ruins our friendship I'm sure we'll forget about it and return to being best friends... You only live once and I guess it's high time I've had my share of fun. Everyone else already has. You felt a bit awkward but turned to face him. You put a hand on his chest.
"See I would but I doubt there's even any con-" he cut you off
"There's a few in the drawer next to me."
"Well I'm sure you've contracted some form of an std from one of your women." You stated.
"Excuse me but I've only slept with five women and all of them were tested negative. Do you really think I sleep with every woman I meet?"
"But then there's also me and our friendship and that just doesn't..." You were running out of excuses. You didn't know why you didn't just say yes but your mouth had a mind of its own.
"You're running out of excuses y/n. If you don't want to, just say so. You're really confusing though. Your responses to my actions say you want me, but your words say otherwise." Jungkook thought for a minute. "Wait, have you never-" his eyes widened.
"That is private information sir!" You fake pouted at him. "I'll have you know I've done things many times!"
"Aha! So you are a virgin!" Jungkook yelled in an "I was right!" tone.
"Jungkook the neighbors are going to hear you!" You yelled frantically and covered his mouth.
"Good for them. But guess what?" Jungkook removed your hands and finished with a smirk taking over his face. You heart beat fast at his smirk. You wanted him badly and he knew it.
"What?" You asked blushing.
Jungkook flipped you over. You now faced the ceiling and your knees upwards, toes gripped into the blanket under you. Jungkook towered over you between your legs, almost laying on you, his lips just a whisper away from yours.

"I can fix that for you."

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