you're with me, you loving me eternally.
telling me of all things I'd like to hear as words burst from your mouth like the falls.
saying that i have you forever,
and that you'd laugh with me and dance with me through the night.
wished you'd love me that way, that thing that makes me feel happy and pretty.
I feel ugly and disgusting, I feel like I'm not deserving of anything because you're the one I desire while you love her with everything you have.
I just want to love you, I just want to talk to you without having to watch what I say to you.
—i miss u and it hurts
