Roommates // why don't we//

Not again!

I wake up feeling a pair of arms around me. 'Fuck not again' I open my eyes to see Daniel laying next to me. No,no,no this can't be happening. It's going to be so awkward if he wakes up. I get out of his grip and walk to the bathroom. Why can't I remember anything. The last thing I remember is calling Jonah. Jonah, maybe he knows what happend. I take my phone dailing Jonahs number. 'Dammit Jonah pick up. I don't have time for this, I have to go to my classes.'

"Mikeala, why are you calling, I'm in class right now?" ' Jonah do you have any idea what happend to me yesterday?' "Yeah, I brought you home and you fell asleep." 'So me and Daniel didn't do anything?' I ask relieved. "No, not that I know of." He awnsers. 'Thanks Jonah, for awnsering my questions and for helping me out yesterday. I owe you one." 'It's no problem Mikeala, but I'm going back to bed. Bye" 'Bye.'

I finish getting ready and walk out the room trying not to wake up Daniel. I sneak out and walk to my first class. I seriously hate math or anything school related. I can't to graduate this hell. I'm in all of the advanced classes, except for math. That is just something I don't understand and probably never will. It's not just that I hate math, it's also that horrible teacher. I don't know what I ever did to him, but he seems to hate me as much as I hate him. As soon as he starts talking I already stopped paying attention to his story. I just start to doodle something in my note book. Waiting for this hell to be over. I already missed some classes because I slept in today. So I guess it's time for lunch. It's an awkward thing lunch. I don't have a lot of friends and most of the people here are older than me. I usually just eat outside, but because it's winter that doesn't seem like a good plan. I step into the cafeteria, looking for a place to sit. I see the boys sitting at a table in the middle of the cafeteria. I don't know if I should sit them or go sit somewhere alone. Jonah sees me and signs that I should sit with them. I walk to the table feeling a little nervous. Probably because they the first real friends I had in a while and I don't want to fuck this up. I sit between Jonah and Daniel. Across me are sitting Zach and Jack and Corbyn sits between Jack and Daniel. We talked about the most stupid stuff. It felt nice having friends for once and not just having guys hang out with you because you're easy. It felt good having people that care for you.

I still had 4 hours of school left, but I would make it through. Maybe just not gym. That is something I can't handle. Im just not athletic. I don't do well with sports. With dancing it's something different. It's something I really like and I can throw my soul into without anyone judging me. That's one of the many reasons why I don't like dancing in front of people. There are always people who think it's not good enough. Just like with gym. People are always judging the way I do things. Like can't to mind their own business. It's making me sick. Gym is something I usually skip, but because I missed a lot of classes today I can't.

I get into my gym clothes and walk inside. To my surprise I see Zach standing there. Thank god, I'm not alone in this class. I walk up to him and scare him. He jumps in the air and screams like a little girl. I can't stop laughing the whole class. After we finish gym, we wait for the rest of the guys. Walking home I realize that maybe this year isn't going to be as bad.