Together Again [bakudeku]

Chapter 3

All of this is Izuku's POV
..........IZUKU IN U.A.....

I quickly stumble to a seat in the back, still breathing heavily. Each rise and fall of my chest burnt with emotional and physical exchuastion.

I swun my head around getting looking at all the students in the classroom.

AHHH my inner nerves was shaking in excitement! I wonder what all their quirks are, kyaaaa!

I abruptly snapped out of my hero trance with the loud SLAM of the door. ...It was Kacchan.. he looks so angry.. oh god.

I started to hide my face in my sleeves. Kacchan threw his bag and sloppily sat at his desk. Is that steam coming from his head!?! From across the room I could hear his flow gravely growl. He. Was. Angry.

My body flinched as I could almost.. what? A ..warm? feeling seemed to travel through the air from Kacchan. I could almost smell it, but it was more than that. The felling had surrounded me now.

My mind seemed to drifted off. My body was oddly more warm and comforted then it ever been before; like I was at home. My muscles relaxed almost taking it in from the air. A not sexual, but still pleasurable feeling bubbled up from my belly.

"Mm"

Another beta girl with medium length brown hair and big eyes leaned over.

"Hey are you alright? You look kinda flushed, are you sick?"

I snapped back to reality. What the hell was that!?! I mean I do feel some weird stuff sometimes, but not as big as this!! What the hell, can I really ignore this too...

"Uhh y-ya I'm f-fine! I-I think I'll go s-see Medical Girl."

I quickly grabbed my backpack with one hand and half ran out of the classroom as fast as a could.

My legs started to run almost on their own. I need to get away, I can't take this!! The hallways were narrow and dim only lit by natural light.

I could feel my chest heave up and down with powerful pants.

A large ball started to form at the back of my throat. After that, a burning sensation in my nose. Oh god no! My FIRST day of school and I'm going to cry? P-please no!

I felt tears well up in the corners of my eyes. I had finally found a spot under the stars where I could hide. Slid under into the dark corner and pulled my knees in close to my chest. The tears started to uncontrollably run down my face. I could feeling the hyperventilating start. All the thoughts I've been suppressing about my past started flooding in.

No.. Kacchan was different than in the past today... He doesn't want me to 'take a swan dive of a building' (quote from the anime) like in the past. As I rubbed my eyes, while also rubbing my wrists on my cheeks. The comforting feeling started to kick in and I let out a long sigh.

I can still do this I know I can.

I slowly got up on my feet balancing myself than walking back to the classroom. I know my love for Kacchan will never be realized.. I've accepted that now.. But I can still face Kacchan and become a hero!

With firm footsteps I stepped into that classroom almost a new person. I have resolve now and I will carry on with my own strength!