The Break Up

Chapter 3

*after 4 months (before the recognition)*

Nandito ako sa puntod ng mom ko. I missed her so much.

"Mom. . . . . I missed you so much. Kung wala ka sanang sakit sa puso, nabubuhay ka pa sa mundong ito. Makakapag-bonding pa tayo at matitikman ko pa ang masarap mong luto. Mom? I hope you're happy there and don't worry about me. And, I still sealed the promised.

I love you mom! Tsaka ilang months nalang recognition day na namin. And I'm one of the highest honors. Kahit nagskiskip na ako ng classes, I'm still one of the highest honors. I hope you were here mom. Ikaw yung kasama 'kong pag-akyat sa stage para sabitan ng medalya, pero wala eh. But mom, even though I can't see you nor touch you, I know you'll be there right?

I love you mom! And I missed you. . . ."

"Hey!"

That voice. . . . .

Lumingon ako sa likuran ko and there I saw. . . . . .

Kiel Parkson. . . . .

"Why don't you say a word? Like, I miss you. . . . . ?"

Inirapan ko lang siya at tumayo. "Why should I say a word, huh? The hell I care! I don't miss you, bruh. Bakit ka ba nandito?"

"You really change, huh? And I like that kind of attitude. *smirk* How sad that you don't want me to be here. . . . Gusto ko lang naman bisitahin ang mother-in-law ko."

Lumapit siya sa kinaroroonan ko, but I don't let him touch me.

"Fuck off dude! Don't touch me."

"You know, I miss you already. I miss the time we spent together. How I miss-----"

"Fuck that shit! I don't miss everything. I hate the time we spent together. I hate that you miss me. I hate it all. Bakit mo ba binabalik ang nakaraan, kung ngayong wala ng tayo? Why do you still have the guts to show up on my sight? I've already move on, dude. Diba may nagpapasaya na sayo? Yung pumalit sa posisyon'kong bilang girlfriend mo? How come that you show up again? Don't you dare to say that you still love me or you want to start a relationship with me. 'Cause you know, hindi na mababalik ang dati, Kiel."

"Alam ko namang hindi na mababalik ang dati. But you know Wasley, I still love you. . . . Whatever you say, I'll still continue to love you."

Lumuhod siya sa harapan ko, "I know that I hurt you a lot. And I'm a totally jerk because of hurting you. But please, give me a chance. I swear not to hurt you again. I've changed. . . ."

"Mahal mo ko? You love me, but you hurt me? What a shame of yours. . . . Everything you say is a bullshit! Ya'h you heard it right? Your words are BULLSHIT! Your promises are BULLSHIT!"

"Hindi mo ba talaga ako mahal? Don't you love me? Why don't you love me like before?"

"Tsk. . . . You know what? Once you hurt a fragile heart, a karma is coming into your life. I'm SORRY Kiel. I'm done with you. I've changed a lot and the love that I gave to you BEFORE is now different from the present."

"Oh well. . . . I think I'm late."

"You're late since before. Why do you changed when I'm already not your property? You're really an idiot, also a jerk."

Tumalikod na ako at lumakad na paalis.

You changed when I'm already not your property. How sad, that I can't love you back. Maybe this is better, right? You should let me go, dapat mo na akong pakawalan. Dahil noon pa kita pinakawalan. But you still hold up tight.

You still love me, eh? But this fragile heart has gone frozen like an ice age. It is cold like the temperature in Antarctica. Sorry, but my heart won't be warm like before.

You changed me. . . . . and you can't bring back the old me.

++TO BE CONTINUED++

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