Diary of the outcast

outside the diary

I threw the diary on my bed. this felt pointless.useless.dumb.

why do girls even write in this stuff. i picked it up and shoved it under my pillow so my mom wouldn't see. I grabbed my adventure time back pack (don't hate) and my pleather jacket and headed outside, making sure to grab my skate board by the front door. I took out my phone and started playing some my chemical romance. I put my phone in my pocket and my backpack around my shoulders and started skating to the park. Even though it was used as a drug dealing site and there was some spray paint on the crummy plastic playground it usually is pretty empty. I sat down a picnic table with burns on it from the crackheads. I pulled out my sketch pad and start drawing andy's face. Everypart about it was exact except for the eyes. Damnit i always mess up on that part. When i started erasing i felt eyes on me and i felt someone put thier leg over the bench and sit next to me.

"Hi"

I know exactly who this is. My body was completely paralized i didn't move a muscle.

"Ya know you missed the eyes."

Come on blade, speak.

"....um. Ok, i know" i said that a little to stern oh f*** aboart aboart

"You need some help?" Should i let him, come on.

He somehow managed to get the pencil out of my iron grip easily, and got my sketch pad. And started drawing the eyes. I watched his every move of the pencil and soon enough there were 2 realistic eyes. When he was done he put the pencil on the sketch pad and pushed it over to me. He then stood up and walked about 5 feet away not turning his back then he stoped

"Whats your name?"

"Blade"

"I mean your real name"

"...your gonna have to win me over before you learn my name"

"Than let the games begin" he chuckled and walked away.

I can't believe he just did that the guy who i've liked forever did that. Without a problem to