i'm here spidey [spideypool]

i'll protect you, spidey boy

peter's pov

let's just say my arm hurts pretty bad right now, so I decided to go on patrol to keep my mind away from these nasty thoughts.

is it working? well no, not really. it's just like giving a dog a bone. i'm standing on top of all these tall buildings. i could easily jump off right now.

that actually sounds like a good idea! wow peter you actually weren't an idiot for 2.5 seconds.

'shut up!'

i hate these voices in my head. i hate this town. i hate this body. i hate this life. i just hate me.

i slowly, and slightly dizzily, may i add, walked over towards the ledge.

one jump peter. that's all it takes. do it. do it NOW.

'okay.' i gave up on arguing, they were right anyways.

i made it to the edge.

just one.

more.

step.

"spidey?"