i'm here spidey [spideypool]

don't speak

peter's pov

"baby? baby boy wake up?"

i shuffled around in what felt like spandex covered arms. and yep, that's what they were.

"awe," he whispered where he thought i couldn't hear, "hiya, sleeping beauty,"

i just hummed in response.

'remember what they said peter, no talking. they haven't done anything to deserve being forced into hearing your disgusting ass voice.'

"okay baby boy, it's time to eat okay?"

i just looked up into his "eyes" and let out a small whimper.

i've been doing so well.

i can't eat now.

so, i shook my head no and tried escaping his grasp.

"w-what's wrong? baby stop. please. hey, hey, look at me."

i continued to shake my head no. determined to not make him angry by looking into his eyes.

"it's okay, don't be scared. i just wanna see your beautiful face,"

i looked up, yes. but my gaze was glued onto his neck.

'don't do it peter'

i then started to take in my surroundings. a dirty and dark apartment living room, only dimly lighted by a small brown lamp on a tiny table on the side of the ripped couch.

"i-i'm sorry, i know this place is disgusting. i tried cleaning. i really did! b-but i really don't know how."

he sounded embarrassed and even somewhat disappointed in himself so i knew it was time to break one of my own rules. i looked up. looking right at the fabric of his mask covering his eyes, which i'm sure are very beautiful.

i couldn't comfort him by talking, obviously, so i just hugged his waist and buried my face in his chest. i then shakily crawled out of his lap and saw a broom and dustpan in a corner leaned against a wall. i grabbed the broom and pan and started sweeping the floor lightly, getting rid of all the dirt in my path. i swept up the dust particles into the small plastic dust pan then turned to see wade looking at me with an unreadable expression. instead of saying words i just tilted my head as in questioning, 'what's wrong?', and i guess he understood because he started talking in a slightly saddened voice.

"baby boy, you're not my maid. you don't need to do that."

"s-sorry" i whispered almost inaudibly.

"come here, sweetcheeks,"

i stumbled over slightly, still making no eye contact.

"sweetie, do you wanna take a nap? you look tired."

i nodded my head, don't be disrespectful.

i waited till he started to walk up the stairs before following.

do not walk in front of him peter, you are lower than him. you know that.

i walked up the stairs quietly, head down.

do not make noise, do not make him hate you.

i entered his bedroom quietly, head down.

do not make noise, do not make him kick you out.

he told me i could sleep in his bed, so i waited till he left the room to curl up into a ball on the floor.

you are a worthless human, you don't deserve a bed.

3 hours later i woke up, someone was shaking me.

why did i have to wake up...

"spidey, why are you on the floor?"

he wants me to talk. always listen to master's orders.

"i-i was s-sleeping sir, just like you said," i whispered looking down.

no eye contact.

"sir? what do you mean sleeping? why aren't you on the bed like i told you?"

be.

respectful.

"i'm sorry m-master, i'm not allowed to lay on the bed,"

"says who?"

for the first time in a while i looked up, eye contact, terrified.

"r-randy," i stuttered tearing up.

"hey, hey, calm down sweetie. it's just me i would never hurt you you know that. and don't call me master or sir, you know my name spidey."

"randy says only call caregivers by master, or sir. i don't want him to punish me again when i go back."

"no. you're not going back. why didn't you tell me all this sooner. don't worry, i'm gonna keep you safe. no punishments here baby boy. i promise."

"i'm s-sorry, please don't hate me now wadey i'm so so sorry for not telling you," i started sobbing.

"no no baby, don't cry. come here." he held open his arms and i gladly crawled into his lap. still sitting on his bedroom floor.

wade's pov

i promise to protect my baby boy, until the day i die.

a/n: is this chapter good or like no? it's not going to be like slave x master it's just for his traumatic past purposes.