Why is so oblivious (rayray short story)

Hate makes you do crazy things

AN: Thanx to princetonprincess15 i'll make somemore parts to this story sorry for the missed spelled words i'm lazzy right now 3 votes and i'll keep going please share.

Princetons POV

i runing as fast as i can to lil ray and it's not saticfiying me i feel like i'm not runing fast like i'm on a tredmeil or and exsculater and i'm not moving just runing.i get to the front desk wanting to know what happened to my son i don't give any fcks about blood i raised him like mine so he is mine fck ray and the fcking lawyers/judge he is my heart and i'm not letting him go that easy.i left pariis/jazz/ and auburn at the house and asked my madre to watch them while i check on ray.I'm not the type of person to be in a hospitel and exspect the worst.The lady at the desk told me to wait in the waiting room for the Dr so i did. my phone in my hands squezing it tight.untill i felt my phone vibrate it was auburn probably worried about me just like her mom.so i pressed talk because just like her mother she's stubborn and will call till i pick up or she fall a sleep."hello baby why are you awake" i said concerned "papi you left and Gram is here whats wrong" i couldn't tell her she's really emotional and dramtice like her mom so she won't be able to do anything productive if she find out so i had to lie to her witch i hated doing "uh i went to work real quick big prodjuct and i won't it to be perfect" i'm so stupid i havent made a song since my baby died and i felt my stomach drop just thinking about it.Then she said ok told me to be safe and hung up hesitantly like she wanted to stay on the phone with me till i got back.When i put my phone in my pocket all i could do was feel bad for lying to my baby so quick she tells me everything and just lyed but it was for her own good right.

When i looked up across from me i could feel someone glaring at me so i directed my eye's to the person when i realized it was ray.i didn't no why he was looking at me like that the last time he looked at me like that was the day after he killed my baby.His eyes as they were and are know were filled with jealousy and anger.And i prayed to god ray didn't try or did kill his own son as that thought past my mind a tear feel down my check and i couldn't look away from him.My eyes felt with disapointment,anger,rage and i wanted to beat the living shit out of him and all i was doing was asoming he did it lets hope for his sack he didn't.to be real with you i don't know what happened to lil ray the hospital called me because i was in his emergancy contacts and said he was in bad shap and i asume-.Cuting of my thoughts the Dr walked in and said