Heat Of Hearts

KABANATA 3

Hurt

Cresia's  POV

Matapos 'yong mga pinanggagawa nila sa'kin kagabi ay para akong lutang buong gabi at araw.

Dahil summer ngayon wala naman akong maisip na gawin.

Gusto ko mag beach ulit kaso baka makita ko lang siya ulit.

Kasama 'yong Chateaux niya.

Bigla namang kumirot ang puso ko sa sariling naisip.

Halos buong araw akong mukmok sa kwarto.

At kapag 'di ako lumabas panigurado bibigyan ni Mama ng malisya ang mga aksyon ko ng mga nakaraang araw.

Kita ko ang duda sa mga mata niya pero mas nagtataka ako kasi parang masaya siya?

Ewan ko ba kay Mama.

Nag log in ako sa facebook account ko.

As usual flood of messages, friend request, and, notifications.

Minsan babae minsan lalaki.

I click the message request and friend request.

Parang tambol ang puso ko ng makita ang pamilyar na tao sa friend request ko.

Alexus Sebastian.

The name was so unique or am I just overreacting?

Parang 'di na matanggal ang pangalan niya sa isip ko. Alexus is his name and Sebastian is his surname?

Ilang minuto kong tinitigan 'yon.

Happiness was overwhelming.

After a minute I decided to accept his friend request.

I close my eyes and tapped the screen.

My face heated.

I opened my eyes but I was stoned.

Something went wrong was flashed on the screen.

What?!

I tapped it again and again but still the same words were flashed on the screen.

What's wrong?

I tapped his profile picture. But I was disappointed at my thoughts.

Maybe he wrong press something?

Wala naman siyang ni send na friend request sa'kin?

Baka ni delete? Ewan ko ba pero parang big deal sa'kin 'yon.

Despite the fact, I make my way.

Being close to your love one's is not a sin but may be we can call it 'chasing your dreams'.

I laughed also at my thought.

So ridiculous self.

I was the who send a friend request to him.

I hope he will accept my request.

Ayaw ko munang basahin pa ang iba. Ayos na sa'kin ang pangalan niya lang. Baka makita ko lang na naka in a relationship na siya kay Chateaux niya.

I take a bath after that.

I need to refresh not just only my body but also my mind.

Baka 'pag pinaliguan ko ang katawan ko baka mawala din 'yong pagmamahal ko sa kanya.

What a joke!

You can fool anyone but not yourself as what they've said.

And I agreed to it.