Reaching for your heart

One

There's absolutely nothing appealing in this world . Have you thought about that ? .Well I have.
"Marcy ,Marcy ! " Candice calls like she's losing her mind. " Calms you bitch " I call back and her laughter meets me all the way up. I quickly put my hair up in a bun and then I shrug on my jean jacket and rush no down the stairs. Her eyes widen when she sees me. " You're slaying guhl "she says trying to mimick my accent and I roll my eyes and head to her car. She turns to look at me and then she grins ."This night your releasing your inner demon". I frown "being Irish doesn't make me possessed" . Laughing she reverses out of our driveway and I start to regret following her out already.
I sigh as I look around the club..I'm officially a year older today and Candice thought it best to celebrate with alcohol.She bought me a bottle.I take a gulp and my stomach churns."Why do people drink this nasty shit anyway ?" I ask her and she rolls her eyes as she follows a guy to the dance floor.Talk about abandoned. The chair beside me squeaks and I turn on impulse . I think I stop breathing because the guy looks just like .... no it can't be . I study him he's a blonde thankfully ..Kane had black hair. He must have felt my gaze because he turns sharply and his eyes connect with mine they're shiny brown ...Kane had sad brown eyes.ugh!! why am I comparing them ??.It's been 3 years move on ..he sure has. Mystery guy stares at me for a while then he smiles."you can stare at me , I don't mind "he says and I scoff but only in my head, in real life I look down at my drink."So what's your name pretty one?"he asks and I want to scream."It's obvious she doesn't want to talk" a different voice says and my head shoots up. My eyes connect with a pair of startling blue ones that almost seem fake ...but that's not what gets to me ..it's the hair.. the face..it's oddly familiar but it can't be him , he has a rich British accent , Kane had a rich Irish accent.
He notices me staring and then he winks. I roll my eyes and look away.fucker."What do you say we head back to my place?" the first guy asks and I scoff . " I'm a lesbian" I tell him and then I grin inwardly as he turns beet red with embarrassment . Kane's look alike laughs and then he looks at me.. his eyes twinkling."I'm Eddie and this my beet root friend here is Lucas" he says and there's silent for a while , then I realize he's expecting my name. Don't let it start, you know it will end. "You can remember me as the lesbian"I tell him and then I grab my purse and walk over to Candice.I tell her I'm leaving and she insists I use her car. I smile and hug her and then I head to her shiny blue Chevrolet.Yay I'm twenty two.