My Little Secret

Lust

When I opened the door I saw my mother. My somewhat beautiful mother. I sometimes think of what she used to look like when she was younger. Or when she met my dad, she probably looked like me, but darker. Much, darker. And for my dad well he looks like a basic white guy. And there's really nothing interesting about him besides the fact the he was/is the real life Jughead Jones. "Hi beautiful!" She's always called me that, beautiful. Sometimes she says "I honestly think you are the most beautiful girl in the world", then we have this fight of wether or not Beyonce's the most beautiful, then for some reason everything we talk about always leads to sex. "Hey Mommy, what do you need?" I say as I look around my room.
"Um, nothing baby. I just wanted to let you know there's a guy at the door, his name is Grayson or Gray... Something like that!" Holy. Shit. He found out where I live. All thanks to E. And of course I look like absolute shit. "Um tell him to give me 15 minutes, k mom?"
" Mm-hh." Then she shut the door. As I was getting ready all I could think about is Angela. What was she talking about fucking up. But when I started making up theories, I thought about Grayson. Us moving into an apartment together, sharing ice cream on the couch. All those things. And the next thing I knew I was pretty.
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As I came out to the living room I saw Grayson, and if course he's wearing that sexy ripped t-shirt. He knows I always stare at that t-shirt, almost like I wanted that t-shirt. But not more than I wanted him.
"Hey babygirl." He said with a small smile. What? Babygirl? I've never even talked to him before tonight. "Hey... What are you doing here?"
"I'm just-" then he stops his sentence. "I'm just here to tell you that i want to take you somewhere tonight." After he said that he got... nervous. He started to put his hand on his neck. Why is he nervous? Hes fucked all the pretty girls, and God knows he's had practice. But all of those girls have never mentioned him going to their house. "Oh, okay. Where?" He smiled and just told me to "Come on."