merry mourning moment

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2.22.19

so todays my mom's birthday, and also quite possibly the worst day of my life. my girlfriend broke up with me. i lowkey want to scream at her for not giving me a very good reasoning.

heres her explanation:
she claimed that i was trapping her and not letting her get away. she also told me that she was scared of me because she thinks i will hurt her physically if she told me in person. she said a few other things too, but writing everything would make my soul die even more. (NOTE: she texted me to break up)

i spent the whole day crying and being comforted by my only REAL friends (emilie, leanna, and brook). unfortunately, i come emotionally equipped with being VERY VERY VERY sensitive, so today went worse than the day my best friend died (sounds shitty, but i was at school and i felt very embarrassed today for crying infront of my whole art class and not doing my work.

but, i guess not everyone can love me. im way better than her anyway. she doesnt deserve me!

(NOTE FROM MARCH 30: fuck you, emily! im living a much better lifestyle without your negativity! bye, bitch!)