Larry's beautiful face suddenly appeared on my screen. I was lost for words, and judging by his expression, he was too. He was staring at me so much, that I could feel it and my heart was fluttering in this moment. Larry was first to speak up.
"My love,my beautiful love..."
"Larry...I don't know if I'm ready for this- I mean, you are such a beautiful man and I have to admit that I love you a lot,but I don't know if this is right."
As I was talking, I didn't realize, that a single tear slipped from my eye and down to my cheek. Of course, Larry noticed it.
"Why baby? You can tell me everything, I need to know why are you hurting so much so I can help you."
"I- in my past I had a boyfriend. I don't talk much about it,because I was embarrassed to be gay and I banned myself to stop liking boys after– after..."
I broke down completely. I was a crying mess.
"After what?"
Larry asks softly,not wanting to upset me more than I was already. I took a deep breath and when I exhaled;
"After his death. Larry,you don't understand- I loved him. And I feel as if it wasn't right to be in love with you. It's just so difficult..."
After this, I was calmer.
"We can go as slow as you want, just for you. I'll do anything for you and you know that."
"We can try..."
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My Beloved | Les Twins Boy×Boy ✓
FanfictionLaurent is finding himself completely lost in Larry's sweet words, but he doesn't want to. His past just doesn't agree with any of this. From strangers to lovers. A texting story between two beautiful black boys.
