JK
I stop him outside of our last class
as the halls empty
I stare him down
"We need to talk."
my voice is strong
I wish I could feel it
He nods
Then the tears well up
"Why are you avoiding me?"
"I need you."
It isn't what I meant to say but it's true
He looks pained and chokes out
"You're getting better. I'm not"
I have the absurd want to laugh at that
"I don't know if you'd call this better."
"I lost my dad Tae."
I wrap my arms
around his waist
But he stays frozen
"I wish mine was dead. It would be easier."
I wince and back away from him feeling like he just punched me
He looks like he wants to say something else but I don't give him the chance
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Vacant Thoughts
FanfictionSequel to suicide pact Jungkook is struggling with his grief Taehyung is struggling with his demons Will they survive themselves or kill each other without realizing it
