Screams echo in my mind
I feel like I am going mad
No one can save me from the endless hell I experience each day.
Days go by, no one notices me
My mind fighting me
Is there a chance I would be missed?
Would anyone notice?
Walking away...
I find it is easy.
My mind relentlessly hounds me for things I won't give it
Death
Self harm
Anger
Screaming
Fighting
Winning
Winning
That is what I do
And I revel in it.
Fuck the world
Fuck the homophobes
Fuck the haters
Fuck anyone who gets in my way.
I would be missed.
And no one can tell me otherwise.
Overcoming problems.
But then
I feel like I wouldn't be missed.
I again no longer feel strong enough to resist, fight, or win
Endless cycles of mood swings
Times of self doubt.
Now is the time.
We are strong
Strong enough to squash the mind into submission.
Do not believe otherwise
For we are human beings
And we shall revel in strength...
YOU ARE READING
Collection of Depressing Poems
PoetryThis is where I come to let out my feelings. So be warned. This is not a place to joke around.
