hey guys... i havent been working on my books for a while cuz i been doing homework and maaadd stuff like non stop.... buuuttt im gunna be dong this book more often and im alos gunna do love at first sight on the weekend
BY THE WAY PICTURE TO THE RIGHT IS MATT.. MY WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL MATT LMAOO.. AINT HE CUTE :P
recap: Matts pov
after the breakfast was done, me and isaiah started eating.... but something wasnt right
"u ok hun?" Zaiaih asked me with a concerned look
"i-i dont kno" i answered honestly
my stomach was churning...... i felt like i was gunna thorw up...
"Matt ?" isaiah got up and came up to me
i had a shocked expression and noticed what was happening.. i pushed him away an ran upstairs to the bathroom.... i put the toilet seat up anf threw up everything i jus ate
i heard isaiah rushing upstairs after me
"Matt wat the hell happened" isaiah looked so shocked... shit i was shocked myself cuz i havent thrown up for a few years
"Hun u shud go to the hospital"
"No Zay... i dont want to" i said... i was really scared
"okay... but if it happens again, we're going"
i sighed
"fine"
he helped me up and hugged me
"Matt... what if-" Zaiah looked at me then to my belly
"No Zay.... that cant be popssible.... it cant be" i was terrified now
"its just a thought Hun... jus relax" he hugged me again
i sighed and rested my head on his chest
Randys pov
"ok so why exactly are we doing this" i asked josh kinda confused
"bcuz i want to... i want him dead"
i was actually pretty scraed of josh at this point... he never used to e like this
"okk josh.... watever u want"
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OK GUYS.. LISTEN UP... THIS CHAPTER IS JUST ABOUT MATT AND ISAIAH ...
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Matts pov
i been rubbing my belly for some time now.... i just cant stop ... i dnt kno wat it is but something just moved inside me...
"ISAIAH !!!"
he came running from the kitchen in a second
"what happened hun" zaiah said coming up to me
"get me to the hospital"
"whats going on... wat happened ?" zaiah asked... he urried and got me up and got my shoes
"something moved inside me and im freaking out right now" i slipped on my shoes and was by the door waiting for him
he came up to me and we got in his hummer h2 and rushed to the hospital
a few minutes later we arrived and sighned in and waited to be called
about an hour later... a doctor was at our services
"ok.. jus sit on the bed right there" said doctor cooper said as he took out his check list
"ok' i said as i jumped on top of the bed and sat there
isaiah sat on one of the chairs in the room
"well wats the problem here" doctor cooper asked as he looked at me
"um... i threw up earlier today and something was moving inside me... im not sure wat it was but i started freaking out and then i came here"
"hmm... how often do u have sex" doctor cooper looked at me intensily
"um... alot but i dnt want to all the time.. i recently just got out of an abusive relationship... and i was forced to do certain things" i looked down and teared up slghtly
isaiah got up and rubbed my back whispering "its ok hun" in my ear
"i understand completely.. but i kno wat the problem is... u might be pregnant"
"b-but h-how is that possible... im a boy .. thats not possible.. plzzz tell me thats not possible... im not ready for a child... do i even want kids,... oh my god.. wat am i gunna do.... it cant be real... this is not real life.. oh gos--"
"HUN... relax" isaiah said to me "everything will be ok"
"ill be happy to tell u how tis his possible sir... but u have to listen carefully ok"
i sighed and pulled myself together "ok"
"ok... well yes u are a boy.. but u might have an extremely rare condition in which a mass of tissue resemling a fetus forms inside your body. Now what ur going to experience is abdominal pregnancy. Its considered a life threatening condition because of the placental connection tht the embryo has to set up between itself and the body."
"ok... so what do you mean life threatening doctor... does that mean i can die" i asked.. man was i really terrified now
"well only a few men die from it... but only a small amount live... u could be apart of that few if u chose to keep it" doctor cooper said "but ill make sure u wont die... ill do evryting i can"
"okay... is there anyhing else i should know" i guess i feel better knowing that doctor cooper and iasaih is gunne be here with me thru it all
"well the detachment isnt so simple. The problem is that the development of the placenta can cause complete intermixing between embryonic and host tissues so that tere is no clean boundary between the 2. that just simply means that u wud have to get a c-section... but it wud take longer than 11 hours because of that and we dont want anything to happen to u"
i sighed and took everything in
"okay... okay okay..." i held my head and shook it jus thnking things thru"
i cud possibly die for wanting to bring a life into this world.... or i cud live and jus go thru alot
"wat u gunna o hun" isaiah asked me with a worried expression
"ill keep it"
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