Queen of the Dark Side

Little Do You Know

Severus POV

When Hermione got to the end of the letter, she abruptly fainted. I should have known that this would have happened! I jump forward and catch her before she can fall. I just wish that she know that I would do anything for her. It was no surprise to me that I loved her. Little does she know that I love her. But she would never love me back. But, to be fair she has always stood up for me when her friends were talking about me. She risks her life everyday so she can protect those dunderheads, that she calls her friends. I have seen her put herself in between danger and her friends. I have seen hen she is proud of them, she ruffles their hair and gives them that smile that she reserves for just her close friends. I wish that she would look at me that way and give me that same smile. But then reality hits me in the face, and I am reminded that she could never be mine. I see her when she is mad at them, she lectures them and they don't see it but I can see how deep her love is for them, and the under current of concern. I know that she knows that if it came to her life or theirs than she would not hesitant before offering her life. But lately I have sensed a growing discord in them.  Now the Dark Lord has seen fit to send her a letter asking her to be the next Dark Queen, taking her rightful place among them. I know that she will accept even if they have hurt them all of them. She still believes that everyone has a little good in them however buried deep it may be. I know that they have hurt her, but I also knows that she still loves them. She will join if only to help her parents, and others. But she knows that she will have to choose between her friends and her parents. But whatever she chooses, I will be here for her. She will never be alone. If she does this and I know that she will she will have to stand alone among her peers. But she will have a home among us. No matter what the Dumbledore thinks I am and forever be loyal to the Dark Lord. He is actually nicer than he tries to act. I know that he loves Hermione and Bella. Bella isn't really crazy, she just acts that way. And it wasn't Bella who carved that word into Hermione's arm it was an imposter. But rest assured he had a very painful death, we all made sure of that. I am interrupted when I here a groan signifying that she is waking up. I quickly hurried to her side, slightly bending over her so when she woke up I would be able to help her up. She got up a little warily, and then the storm came. She started screaming, WHAT THE F**K! HOW THE F**K AM I THE DAUGHTER OF THOSE F*****G MURDERERS?! Let me explain, I said quietly. She sat down on her bed and looked at me expectantly. Oh s**t, what the F**K have I gotten myself into now.