Albatross

One

"Sanem, can knows about the perfume"

Her phone fell and she didn't hear the rest of what emre was telling her, panicking she fell to the ground bile rising in her throat she wanted to pass out and wished the ground would open up and swallow her right there.

"Ablacım ne oldu?" , Leyla was down holding her and the only words she could say was "can knows the truth". She saw her sisters face fall and tears form in her eyes and she knew there was nothing she could say to make her feel better, she took a deep breath and stood up "I have to see him" Leyla agreed and said she'd cover for her with her parents.

Sanem knew exactly where she'd find him and hoped he would listen to her and understand her because she knew can hated lies more than anything else after all he hadn't forgiven his own best friend for years after hearing metin had lied about keeping his mom in the loop.

As soon as she saw him her heart was crushed he looked like he'd been crying for hours but as soon as she came close sanem forgot the hurt she was feeling as anger now replaced the feeling this bitch polenho was here, I mean talk about the worst time ever why would can be so comfortable letting her touch him like this, she made a mental note to have a conversation with can about him letting these women who were clearly flirting with him get too comfortable, if they were still together after this though ah the Pain and panic was back again.

The moment he set his eyes upon her he realized sanem was staring at polens hand so he moved and got up "what are you doing here sanem?" she said she wanted to talk to him "now is not the time I need to be alone" sanem just looked at polenho "alone huh" this bitch had the nerve to stare at sanem and smile like she had won the lottery or something, she got up and told can to think about her offer she needed an answer soon. Offer? Offer what offer sanem thought and as if can heard her inner thoughts "polen has offered me a job at the balkans and I'm thinking of taking it" the moment he said those words sanem felt like she'd been stabbed a million times, she knew can loved her no doubt but she always felt like she didn't measure up to can and always felt like one day she'd wake up and it would be a joke I mean the great can divit with a simple mahalle girl like her.

Sanem tried to explain her side of the story why she did what she did but can as usual let his anger get the best of him and said such hurtful words to her the moment he said she was just like any other person to her now that was the final blow " I guess this perfume is more important to you than I am, everything I did was for you and for this company I wish you knew how painful it was to see you in jail because of me and the words of the people at work letting me know it was my fault, you'll never understand the love that I have for you can if I had to do this all over again to save you I would I'm sorry I turned out to be such a disappointment to you"

Those words hurt can but he was too stubborn to admit as usual aptal.