Heartbroken [Phillip Hamilton x Reader]

Ch. 10 How it Started

Authors note: I have no words. This hasn't been updated in months and I'm so extremely sorry. I'll try to upload more that it's summer but no promises. Pls enjoy

There's nothing like summer in the city
Someone under stress meets someone lookin' pretty
There's trouble in the air, you can smell it
And Jefferson's by himself
I'll let him tell it

Thomas POV

I hadn't slept in a week
I was weak
I was awake
You've never seen a windowed husband more in need of a break
Longing for y/n, missing my wife
That's when Ms. Sally Hemings walked into my life she said,

"I know you are a man of honor
I'm so sorry to bother you at home
But I don't know where to go, and I came here all alone..."

She said:

"Good sir you're doing her wrong
Beatin' her, cheatin' her, mistreatin' her...
Suddenly you're up and gone
She won't have the means to go on"

So I offered her a loan, I offered to walk her home, she said

"You're too kind, sir"

I gave her thirty bucks that I had socked away
She lived a block away, she said:

"This one's mine, sir"

Then she said, "thanks for taking me home."

I turned red, I led her to her bed
Let her legs spread and said:

"Stay"

"Hey..."

"Hey..."

After that it's when I began to pray:
Lord, show me how to
Say
No to this

I don't know how to
Say no to this

But my God, she looks so helpless
And her body's screaming, "hell, yes"

Oh show me how to say no to this
I don't know how to say no to this
In my mind, I'm tryin' to go (go, go, go)
Then her mouth is on mine, and I don't say
No, no (say no to this)
No, no (say no to this)
No, no (say no to this)
No, no (say no to this)

I wish I could say that was the last time
I said that last time, it became a pastime
A month into this endeavor I received a letter
From a Mr. George Gilmer even better, it said

Dear Sir, I hope this letter finds you in good health
And in a prosperous enough position to put wealth
In the pockets of people like her down on their luck
You see, the girls pregnant, the one you decided to (fuuuu)
Uh oh, you became the poor sucker, a cuckold
So time to pay the piper for the pants you unbuckled
And hey, sorry you ended up in hot water
But if the price ain't right, she's gonna tell your daughter

I hid the letter and I raced to her place
Screamed how could you in her face, she said,

"No, sir!"

Half dressed, apologetic, a mess, she looked pathetic, she cried,

"Please don't go, sir!"

"So was your whole story a setup?"

"I don't know about any letter-"

"Stop crying God dammit, get up!"

"I didn't know any better!"

"I am ruined!"

"Please don't leave me I am helpless..."

"I am helpless how could I do this?"

"Just give me what I want and you can have me"

"I don't want you, I don't want you..."

"Whatever you want, if you pay
You can stay"

"Lord, show me how to say no to this
I don't know how to say no to this
'Cause the situation's helpless
And her body's screaming, hell, yes
No, show me how to say no to this
How can I say no to this
There is nowhere I can go (go, go, go)
When her body's on mine I do not say (no) yes
Say no to this
Say no to this I don't say no to this
There is nowhere I can go (go, go, go)"

She looks at me and says,
"So?"
"Nobody needs to know"