Rising

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The rest of the day went on in a blur. They rushed him to the nearby pack hospital(it just another fancy house)he went into surgery for what seemed like years. As soon as I saw the doctor I jumped at her and started bombarding her with questions, she immediately cut me off and stated calmly " Alpha Jackson is stable but he is in a medically induced coma and he could not wake up I'm so sorry Luna ." As soon as I heard that my world shattered I knew that I would never be the same, I couldn't handle it, my knees buckled and I screamed and I saw her mouth move and she pointed at people. I couldn't hear a word they were saying and people were grabbing me and then man who let me join the pack picked me up bridal style and walked my screaming-flailing and broken self out of the room

LATER...

I woke to two amazing smells one is eggs pancakes sausage biscuits and gravy with orange juice and coffee and a minty after shave smell mixed with something fruity .... then all the memories from before coming crashing in and I let out a quit broken sob, I was so depressed over him it was like my heart was ripped out and broke into tiny pieces. Not again I thought oh Moon Goddess not again , my wolf has been silent since the news. I can't talk to her she won't respond, it's like she's lost and I can't think straight my thoughts are whirling, my heart hurts like I was stabbed. And I screamed and screamed over and over again crying and shaking and shredding the pillows and sheets, I was gone...a piece of me is gone.

Trigger warning

*I couldn't take it, I had to do something so ran into the bathroom looking for something sharp to feel a release of the emotions then I found a container full of old box cutter blades. I thought that I had gotten out of this, the suicidal thoughts the need to see my blood, to feel the pain of a deep cut across my pale skin. cause I can't handle this emotional pain and I don't want to. As I shut and locked the bathroom door, my door was flung open.*

MICHAEL'S POV
I was pacing back and forth in the kitchen waiting for my biscuits to bake they had an half an hour and went over to to flip my last pancake and turn off the the burner. I still couldn't believe it my best friend, Jackson is in a coma, and his mate is pretty much a badass the way she handled alpha Eric...I mean damn he would be so proud. Poor thing she was a reck two days ago she kept saying not again and it broke my heart a little. I owe Jackson money he found a mate before me, I chuckled sadly, thinking of our little bet I was setting the biscuits on the counter to cool when I heard several blood curdling screams coming from his room where she is sleeping or I thought she was. I bonded up the stairs fearing the worst when I flung open the door what I found was in unforgettable.

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*I broke thru the door ready to kill anyone who dare touch my Luna, she wasn't in sight And the sheets and pillows were torn apart, like a fight had broke out...I was about to freak out when heard a 'click' sound confirming that she was in the the bathroom. I was relieved for a moment until I smelled and tasted the irony air... it's blood I was banging on the door shouting "OPEN THE DOOR!" the only response was running water and the sobbing got louder, the smell slowly becoming more potent . "I'm coming in" I told the door, as if it could respond course didn't respond. I broke the door down with one kick using my wolf's strength, and what I saw in there was awful lot of blood dripping off the sink and to the floor blood smeared over the mirror a box of razors spilled on the floor and as I made my way to the overflowing tub I saw her sitting in a puddle fully dressed with his hooded sweatshirt on hood up she crouched in the corner by the over flowing tub blood all over her her arms, stomach, chest, and thighs. "What the hell Rosemay," I stated in shock  as I pick her up and take the razor forcefully. "What are you doing, you can never do this again ever okay." She scared the living shit out of me not only cause she was Luna cause Jackson would actually wake up and kill me if anything happened to her. Then she starts crying again and mumbled something I couldn't understand . "Come on let's get you clean up." I said in a defeated voice.
After cleaning her up and putting bandages on all of her cuts I didn't leave her alone. I moved the couch in there so I could sleep but neither of us did and I permanently got rid of the bathroom door and put off the replacement for awhile. The only place she wanted to go to was the hospital to see him .She didn't talk for a weeks then suddenly she ask if she could go outside.