Music of Silence

Chapter 1

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Audrey really loves music. Music is her life. Kahit isang estudyante pa lamang ay mayroon na siyang sariling studio, regalo iyon ng kaniyang mga magulang. Kasalukuyan siyang nag-aaral sa Starlight Academy at isang 4th year college student. Last year na niya ito kaya she needs to work hard. Oo, may talent siya at nadevelop niya iyon pero mababa talaga ang self confidence niya. Gusto niyang mapag-isa tuwing tutugtog siya mas feel niya ang kanta. Nasanay lang siyang magpresent sa loob ng klase dahil pare-parehos na mukha ang kaniyang nakikita. Hindi niya alam kung bakit hindi mawala-wala sa kaniya ang manerbyos tuwing tutugtog sa harap ng maraming tao.

AUDREY'S POV

Maaga akong nagising dahil pupunta ako ngayon sa studio. Yehey~uwu. Sorry, excited lang kasi akong pumunta doon. I went to the bathroom at ginawa ang morning churvaness ko. Then nagbihis na ako. Knee length dress na black at may design na mga notes na maliliit then flat white shoes. And I'm off to go. Bumaba ako at naabutan kong nagbebreakfast sina mom and dad.

"Drey, anak kain ka muna" sabi ni mom.

"Come, sweetie join us" aya ni dad.

I joined them in the table. Habang kumakain kami tinatanong ako nila mom at dad kung anong plano ko this summer.

"The usual. Pupunta akong studio and I'll do my thing." sagot ko naman.

Nagkatinginan sina mom and dad and they both sighed.

Hinawakan ni mom ang kamay ko "Anak alam namin kung gaano mo kamahal ang musika. But, wala ka namang kaibigan. Hindi namin sinasabing masama ang ginagawa mo pero sana naman anak magkaroon ka ng social life you know friends?"

"Mom, I have friends. There's Harry, Kyla, Amy and many more." Sabi ko na may malaking ngiti sa labi.

"Drey" dad said in a warning tone "What we mean is magkaroon ka ng totoong kaibigan hindi yung nga instruments mo"

I sighed "Ok mom, I'll try" and I smiled.

They both smiled and after kumain nagpaalam na sila dahil pupunta pa sila sa company namin. Maswerte ako sa mga magulang kong mapagmahal at maalaga. Kahit sobrang busy maglalaan sila ng time para sa akin. Hanggang ngayon binibebe pa rin nila ako. I have my brother but I don't know where he is. I don't know the real story dahil hindi pa ako naipanganak ng mawala si kuya. At hindi rin naman na ikuwento nila mom ang nangyari sa kanya and I understand. Someday, maybe when the right time comes they'll tell me about it. My parents tried to find him but they always fail. Until now umaasa pa rin kaming babalik din siya sa amin. Ok tama na. Pupunta na nga akong studio.

Nagmaneho na ako papunta sa studio ko I named it "Violette". I really love the color violet or purple. Favorite ko rin kasing instrument ay violin. Hehehehehhehehee.

PS. Wala na akong maisip hahahhahahahhahaha.

Pagkarating ko sa loob pumwesto agad ako sa harap ng piano.

My fingers automatically press the keys and with my eyes closed I played one of my favorite songs.

(Fake love by BTS; English ver. by Ysabelle playing)

For you I could pretend I was happy, I could hide away the sorrow

For you I could feign strength, numb the pain, and be the man you can depend on

I'm wishing loving was perfect, I'm praying
Don't realize deep inside that I'm broken

I trusted in a dream, a hopeless cause
Now I watch the flowers as they wither

I'm so sick of this
Fake love, fake love, fake love
I'm so sorry but it's
Fake love, fake love, fake love

I wanna be a good one (just for you)
Give you the world love (just for you)
Forget who I was (just for you)
Now I don't know me (who are you?)

Hey, forest for us two, love where have you gone?
I forgot the route, wandered now I'm lost

I'm starting to fade to what you want to see
For your happiness, I have lost all of me

For you I could pretend I was happy, I could hide away the sorrow

For you I could feign strength, numb the pain, and be the man you can depend on

I'm wishing loving was perfect, still praying
You don't realize deep inside that I'm broken

I trusted in a dream, a hopeless cause
Now I watch the flowers as they wither

I love you so bad, love you so bad
A perfect illusion created for you

I love you so mad, love you so mad
A beautiful doll in the image you drew

Love you so bad, love you so bad
A perfect illusion created for you

Love you so mad, love you so mad
A beautiful doll, thrown away when you're through

I'm so sick of this
Fake love, fake love, fake love
I'm so sorry but it's
Fake love, fake love, fake love

I opened my eyes and sighed in contentment. Pagkumakanta talaga ako parang meron akong sariling mundo. Hayssss basta napakagaan sa feeling.

Binuksan ko ang phone ko at laking gulat ko na makitang 1:00 na pala. I went to the kitchen at nagluto. Btw ang malaki ang studio ko at parang bahay na siya. Feeling din kasi ako eh. May second floor at nandoon nakastock ang aking mga gawa. Hindi naman ako tumitira dito dahil ayaw ko namang mawalay sa aking mga magulang.

Nagluto lang ako ng adobo at kumain. Marunong naman ako sa mga gawaing bahay dahil hindi porket may pera kami ay aasa na lang ako sa mga katulong. Besides, pera naman iyon ng aking mga magulang and they told me na magandang matutunan ang pagluluto. My mom and I love baking. Ang aming family bonding ay food trip, movie marathon and of course playing instruments and singing. Most of the time we will have our mini concert in the music room. Hahahahahahaha. Anyway tatapusin ko muna ang ginagawa kong kanta. I composed a lot of songs already but I don't have the courage to share it. Nang makuntento na ako ay inayos ko na ang aking mga gamit at y na sa kotse para umuwi. When I got home,NOTE
ent straight to my room. Humiga ako sa malambot kong kama at nilamon na ako ng dreamland.

YANA'S NOTE
Sorry po kung lame heeehehehehhehehhehehehe. Tell me about your thoughts.