Go Ahead. Shoot me.

Intro

Intro

Everyone says the most powerful words usually have 4 letters in them.

Love.

Hate.

Dead.

Want.

Lust.

The most used 4 letter word that spreads every 5 secs in the world ?

Love.

Even if you don't mean it saying it. Even if you mean saying it. Even if you don't believe in it or believe in it; you have said it.

Have I said it ? Of course.

To the wrong people. To the right people, to strangers, to celebrities in magazines, to people who never even existed but existed in my imaginations.

I've said it. And because I've said it; I'm now a Criminal, a monster, a drug dealer.

I didn't mean for all of this to happen, it all started when I was 11, as I was just an innocent pure girl with my mummy and daddy, eating homemade pasta and laughing our heads off.

Yeah laughing our heads off, until my mum and dad's head actually fell, in the ground, because I was holding my daddy's gun. Blood all drooling and spreading on the carpet.

That was when the addiction, the stripping, the hate, the coldness and the monster inside me, all happened.

It was too late to get better. To turn back innocent. To turn back into someone who was awkward and shy. It was too late to love again.

Now. All I can do is say 'love' to the wrong people.

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Authors note:

Um how is it? O.O was it weird ?! O.e wanted to try something new haha. So please comment on what u think and maybe vote if you enjoyed and want chapter 1 to come out :D

And this is a mixture of romance/ and....? I don't know haha can someone help me with that part ?