nerd and gangster

Part 8 past ...

lucy P O V :

its been two days now and i am still in natsu house , he says that he is ok but his fever is not goin yet  so i didnt want to risvk anything , in this two days , me and natsu become really close we loughd togeyher and played together and he was happy  ,  i have told him about my past and how i was home schooled all this time and i am planning to ask him about his past and how he become a gangster  , i was afraid in the beginning but i trust natsu even more than myself  we were sitting in his room when i decided to ask him

" natsu emmm.. can i ask you somthing ? "

" yea sure luce anything .." i was really afraid of his reaction but comon lucy do it

" emmm  can y-you tell me a-a-about y-your p-p-past ?" i finally did  it but all of a sudden he went silent looking at the ground .. great now i feel bad  urgh i can be stupid sometimes what if it was bad memories  stupid ! stupid ! stupid !

" ehh emm natsu i am sorry forget about it " then he lloked at me again with saddensse in his eyes

natsu P O V :

she asked me about my past and how i become like that  , i didnt know what to tell here or haw to tell her i looked at her again when she grrabed my face with her soft hands

" i am so sorry natsu , i didnt mean to bring you bad memories or somthing , i know i can be such an idiot somethimes i am sorry " when i looked in her eyes i saw sadnesse and i didnt like it , i wanted to tell her evrything

" no dont be sorry i will tell you evry thing " after all its just that i didnt want to remember

" it all started when i firstcom to fairy tail , in that time i have no friends but for some raisons girls liked me alot and then in the middel of my first year i saw her lisanna she was in all my classes all the boys wanted her she was popular and i started to like her ... in my  second year she started to talk to me and she was all swaet around me and my cruch on her started to grow up i felt really happy about that after all in that time she was my cruch and all,  after been friends for few monthes , one day she com to me and bring me to  a place close to  the gym  room and then she started to take off her clothes  i didnt underdtand anything she said that she want to do  'that' with me .... i didnt want to i-i didnt do anything but then her boyfriend the football team cap com in and saw us like that ... lisanna quickly tourned the situation on her side and told him that i was traying to rape her and then he started to punch me and hit me until i fell unconsient.  when i woke up i was in the school infirmary   and my parents were already there in the principal office   and lisanna told them all a fake story about me raping her and forcing her to do that with me ..." remambring this made my heart hurt really bad   " a- after that my familly yalled at me and no matter how much i tell them that i didnt do anything no bady will trust me and my father  send me to leave alone here , hehe i think i am not good enough for them am i ..." and without knowing it i was crying  it the first time  for a while now because inside me i know tht she will hate me after that " it ok if you dont trust me  i - i -its ok .." but its really hurts loosing her loosing luce the girl i love from all my heart it really hurts