Let Me Sleep

10

Sebastian

{January 22nd 7:30}

When a demon dies, it's not a death. It's more of an internal darkness of sorrow. The ways a demon can parish is by getting penetrated by a reaper, or demon weapon. A demon can also die from braking a law from hell. The most depressing way a demon can die is when their mate rejects thei-

I shut the journal when I hear a knock at the door.

"Yes?"

The door opens slowly, and Ciel steps in. He looks down, and has his hands behind his back.

"Was there something you needed, my lord? If so, you should have called-"

He ran up to me, and wrapped his arms around me. Burying his face into my neck. I quietly put the journal into a drawer located near the desk. I pulled him onto my lap.

"What is the matter Bocchan?" I said stroking his hair.

"Nothing, I just- I want to be held..like this....in your arms."

He tightened his grip, and sighed.

"Sebastian, do you know the feeling when your heart hurts when you think about a certain person?" Ciel says clutching into my dress shirt.

I don't say anything because I never actually felt that feeling.

"N-no," I say looking at the left corner of the room.

"I get that feeling when I think about...w-when I think about you...." He trails off, and feel my chest getting wet from the tears falling from his eyes.

"When the contract ends I hope you'll be happy, and I hope my soul will be worth waiting for. In all truth I don't want to sleep, but I don't want to miss those eyes."

I hold him close, and stand up carrying him in my arms. I walk to his room, and lay him on the bed.

"Bocchan I don't want the contract to end...ever. I'm about to do something I will never regret, and this will keeps us bound together for all eternity."

"Sebastian,"

"Yes?"

"My heart hurts..."